Monday, June 25, 2007

::sleep eat poker eat poker eat poker::

thats right. that has been my lifestyle for the past 2 months. basically, eat sleep poker eat sleep poker. havent been doing anything other than clubbing. not even shopping. perhaps a few movies in between.

i'm jus so stuck in the current situation i have now. i dont know. but all i knoe is i need X amt of cash soon. and have been pokering my ass off, but to almost no result. the good thing is that, during my losing days, i learn a few stuffs that i wouldnt have otherwise known. i think i am a better poker player than those days where i made 100k sgd a month.

now, poker is no longer like the good old days wherby there are thousands of fishes. all thanks to the usa law(macro effect, fuck!). basically they banned usa players from playing online casino and online poker. so yeah...... very little fishes..... we'll see how it goes. in asia, its growing quite fast but its jus that asians are generally not very rich people, and because of that, there will be many small time grinders cause over in their country, it sure is alot of money. especially with indonesia and thailand/vietnam. perhaps even china. this in turn will make the small stakes tough. i really dont know.... but lets jus say these fishes will need time to be good, so for now, the professionals are still able to suck their money dry.

lets hope after the launch of asiapoker, i can have my life back. basically its so boring and mundane, but yet i actually find peace in my lifestyle. it feels good to do what i am doing everyday. although that is because i think because of the way i think that what i am doing leads me to somewhere down the road that i can see, thats why i am still generally happy with my lifestyle now. its definetly not healthy, but i can see the end of the tunnel. jus need to bear a few more months. but unbelievbly, its gonna be almost 7-8 months, and i have been living my life as it is. but its all good. jus suprised with the fact that i can live the lifestyle i am living for so long.

started a poker school and been asked to do some seminars in asia. but jus dont have the time yet. maybe after the launched of asiapoker, then i can be more active in the seminars. i think its pretty interesting, travel around asia giving talks. but its still at the very initial stages. yet to discuss about it. we'll see how it goes. poker school is ok, jus that there is many absenties...... which i am working to eridicate this problem. being a teacher is not that easy. u gotta prepare the stuff, etc etc. give homework.... and me being lazy, always didnt go to the class prepared. i jus speak what i can think of the moment. i know its very unfair to the students, but its like, fuck man, i am jus so stuck in the situation i am in now, that i dont have the mood to do anything else except play poker and win some money.

u know wht, blogging is a chore to me nowadays, maybe because of what i am going thru. so fuck this. goodnight people.

i dont know, but global warming and human pollution is getting into me. as in, i am starting to feel that we need to do our part for the society man. we cant jus leave it aside and say, other people will do it. i dont know whatsup with me nowadays, but yeah, thts something different.
Andry at 11:48 AM