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life's fucked. you know whats fucked.
being the smartest creature on the earth, we slog almost harder than any other animals to survive. of course the argument is that we get to dominate over the other animals in terms of being the survivor with no higher power other than god and that is if you believe in god, but doesnt most of the human eventually get dominated by the higher intelligent human? what good does it serve if you can dominate other animals but yet most people are living a live i bet that they are not happy with.
sometimes i am not happy with my life. of course people from the outside would look at me and say," hey dude, whats wrong with ya! you've got much more than others." well, see being the human that we are, we are always striving for more and perhaps for me even more, i am jus not satistfied with myself. i dont know whether its human nature or perhaps its me, but i really need to achieve my goals in life. if not i will be leading a depressing life. its not a life that is fucked uped, but more like i cant get what i want and thus ending depressed.
i thought there was a solution to this, that is always to end one's life. and that would end one's sufferings. but boy i was wrong. apparently if you jump down a building to commit sucide, you will have to do it for perhaps another 10000 times before you can recarnate? you have to jump 10000 times to get that feeling again and over again until you done your punishment. that was from a reliable source. so basically, you know what, you are fucked. you better make it in life to get the life you want, or else you are FUCKED big time. you cant even end it.
i wont deny that sometimes sucidal thoughts does come to my mind, simply because i do not see any point in living in a life that you suffer, tell me, is there any point if you slog from 8-5 everyday to take home 1.5Ksgd to so that you can barely feed yourself? to me, that is not a life worth living for. but after today, i dont know if its for the better or not, i will never contemplate sucide again, simply because i cant imagine myself going through jumping from a high storey building 10000 times. i dont mind dieing but i mind jumping down the ledge 10000times. iknow i always have very different view of life, but well, thats me.
lifes fucked, theorically speaking, you are fucked for your next 60 years in earth, so you better make sure the steps you take in life will make you a happy person, if not, good luck!
Andry at 3:51 AM lots of stuff been happening these few days.... hmmmm..... what else, standard, poker, and shit
alright, currently up 3500 sgd for this month.. could reach my 5000 sgd as usual..:(..
thinking of getting a car... either a convertible or coupe. nothing less unless my dad sponsering me, if not i'll be getting either one(ironically if he is sponsering, i will be getting a "lousier" car, you know those 4 seaters car. yeap:- family cars). nope, i'm no that rich, jus gonna get 2nd hand around 70-80K sgd.... http://www.sgcarmart.com/main/info-2ffR34px-1081.html there you go, one of the convertibles that i might be getting.:) ... i seriously couldnt imagine myself drving a coupe or convertible cause i always thought these cars cost a fucking bomb. i wasnt a car enthusist(ok, i cant spell it), so i didnt know much about cars. first time went to sgcarmart.com... i am very happy, cause my budget that i have set aside, definelty, i will be able to get my convertible.. man, that is gonna be way cool.. i have always thought coupe and convert is fucking cool, and yeap, i can get to own one of them soon...how cool is that? hehe.. let me see, ok, gonna move my ass and get my drving license soon. ;)
going for thailand,bangkok, for holiday on the 16th septemeber with my fren and his frens. booked the tickets. cost me 300 sgd i think... its a 3 days 2 night thingy. we gonna do fun things.. hehe.. clubbing and shit like that. perhaps gonna take some E? i dont know yet, let me think about it, never tried it in my life. so see how things go. the last thing i want is to get addicted to this shit.:)... poker playing needs lots of brain. yeah.
mental block, cant think of other things to blog. so goodnight people. ciao!
Andry at 3:23 AM last month's profit for poker has been fine. won about 4750$sgd for the month of july.. today's the 3rd of august, i'm up 600 sgd.. hopefully i do better this month than last month..:).. at least gotta hit for 5000$ sgd. and yeah, last month, jus couldnt finish the job and hit 5000$...
went to doctor woffles regarding my nose.. whoa, thts it.. i'm going for the surgery... the cost.. a massive $17000 sgd.. yeap.. you didnt see wrongly, neither have i typed wrongly too.. :)
the more i play poker, the more i visualise myself becoming a full time professional poker player dude.. its a life that only one can imagine... imagine this, you get paid real well( last month, i "worked" for 80 hours and i made 4750$ sgd: i'm getting paid like 60 sgd an hour?), you work anytime you want anywhere you want!, and its my passion.. yeah, i dare say tht.. its been great.. i must say poker has gotta be one of the best thing that happened to me. :)... there is lots of other benefits man, so much more... so yeah.. its cool.. ;)
jus bought a book jus now from borders, cost me a hefty 60 sgd for a 4 cm thick book.. swear to god, read 2/5 of the book, and i am a better poker player now i must say after hearing about some theories.:)..
ya, i know, its getting boring.. oh wells, thts my life so far.. poker.. hoping to make 60K sgd a month.. like a 40 year old woman(yes, she makes tht sum in a month) tht i found out upon my visit to woffles jus now.
Andry at 4:15 AM
being the smartest creature on the earth, we slog almost harder than any other animals to survive. of course the argument is that we get to dominate over the other animals in terms of being the survivor with no higher power other than god and that is if you believe in god, but doesnt most of the human eventually get dominated by the higher intelligent human? what good does it serve if you can dominate other animals but yet most people are living a live i bet that they are not happy with.
sometimes i am not happy with my life. of course people from the outside would look at me and say," hey dude, whats wrong with ya! you've got much more than others." well, see being the human that we are, we are always striving for more and perhaps for me even more, i am jus not satistfied with myself. i dont know whether its human nature or perhaps its me, but i really need to achieve my goals in life. if not i will be leading a depressing life. its not a life that is fucked uped, but more like i cant get what i want and thus ending depressed.
i thought there was a solution to this, that is always to end one's life. and that would end one's sufferings. but boy i was wrong. apparently if you jump down a building to commit sucide, you will have to do it for perhaps another 10000 times before you can recarnate? you have to jump 10000 times to get that feeling again and over again until you done your punishment. that was from a reliable source. so basically, you know what, you are fucked. you better make it in life to get the life you want, or else you are FUCKED big time. you cant even end it.
i wont deny that sometimes sucidal thoughts does come to my mind, simply because i do not see any point in living in a life that you suffer, tell me, is there any point if you slog from 8-5 everyday to take home 1.5Ksgd to so that you can barely feed yourself? to me, that is not a life worth living for. but after today, i dont know if its for the better or not, i will never contemplate sucide again, simply because i cant imagine myself going through jumping from a high storey building 10000 times. i dont mind dieing but i mind jumping down the ledge 10000times. iknow i always have very different view of life, but well, thats me.
lifes fucked, theorically speaking, you are fucked for your next 60 years in earth, so you better make sure the steps you take in life will make you a happy person, if not, good luck!
Andry at 3:51 AM lots of stuff been happening these few days.... hmmmm..... what else, standard, poker, and shit
alright, currently up 3500 sgd for this month.. could reach my 5000 sgd as usual..:(..
thinking of getting a car... either a convertible or coupe. nothing less unless my dad sponsering me, if not i'll be getting either one(ironically if he is sponsering, i will be getting a "lousier" car, you know those 4 seaters car. yeap:- family cars). nope, i'm no that rich, jus gonna get 2nd hand around 70-80K sgd.... http://www.sgcarmart.com/main/info-2ffR34px-1081.html there you go, one of the convertibles that i might be getting.:) ... i seriously couldnt imagine myself drving a coupe or convertible cause i always thought these cars cost a fucking bomb. i wasnt a car enthusist(ok, i cant spell it), so i didnt know much about cars. first time went to sgcarmart.com... i am very happy, cause my budget that i have set aside, definelty, i will be able to get my convertible.. man, that is gonna be way cool.. i have always thought coupe and convert is fucking cool, and yeap, i can get to own one of them soon...how cool is that? hehe.. let me see, ok, gonna move my ass and get my drving license soon. ;)
going for thailand,bangkok, for holiday on the 16th septemeber with my fren and his frens. booked the tickets. cost me 300 sgd i think... its a 3 days 2 night thingy. we gonna do fun things.. hehe.. clubbing and shit like that. perhaps gonna take some E? i dont know yet, let me think about it, never tried it in my life. so see how things go. the last thing i want is to get addicted to this shit.:)... poker playing needs lots of brain. yeah.
mental block, cant think of other things to blog. so goodnight people. ciao!
Andry at 3:23 AM last month's profit for poker has been fine. won about 4750$sgd for the month of july.. today's the 3rd of august, i'm up 600 sgd.. hopefully i do better this month than last month..:).. at least gotta hit for 5000$ sgd. and yeah, last month, jus couldnt finish the job and hit 5000$...
went to doctor woffles regarding my nose.. whoa, thts it.. i'm going for the surgery... the cost.. a massive $17000 sgd.. yeap.. you didnt see wrongly, neither have i typed wrongly too.. :)
the more i play poker, the more i visualise myself becoming a full time professional poker player dude.. its a life that only one can imagine... imagine this, you get paid real well( last month, i "worked" for 80 hours and i made 4750$ sgd: i'm getting paid like 60 sgd an hour?), you work anytime you want anywhere you want!, and its my passion.. yeah, i dare say tht.. its been great.. i must say poker has gotta be one of the best thing that happened to me. :)... there is lots of other benefits man, so much more... so yeah.. its cool.. ;)
jus bought a book jus now from borders, cost me a hefty 60 sgd for a 4 cm thick book.. swear to god, read 2/5 of the book, and i am a better poker player now i must say after hearing about some theories.:)..
ya, i know, its getting boring.. oh wells, thts my life so far.. poker.. hoping to make 60K sgd a month.. like a 40 year old woman(yes, she makes tht sum in a month) tht i found out upon my visit to woffles jus now.
Andry at 4:15 AM
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