Monday, September 13, 2004

for the past one month, i guess i have not been very productive... been really fuking slacking... everyday either gf, warcraft or go out and chill out with frens... never really bother abt my studies, too lazy to do my assignments, even when completed, i will be dragging myself to finish it.. even too lazy to go out for lunch, i'll jus buyfrom down stairs and then buy up and eat... simple lunch from those mini marts... even birdnest "business" also like cant be bothered.....

was sitting down in the toilet and thinking wtf is happening to me in a way... like i am realy fuking up my life if i continue to be like tht... and then jus a sudden thought came abt... oh well, suddenly something tells me not to be lilke tht and start to do your assignment~!!!! imagine the assignment is due today, and i have to even completed half of it!!! omfg.. 25%of the whole module... oh well, gonna start doing now!

andry, time to work your ass off.....


doing a degree program is nowhere near a diploma... diploma u can like slack and do last min and still can pass... but degree.. its killer... imagine, after this assignment which is already due, i have another asssignment next week monday to hand up. follow up by 2 assignment by the following monday! and after this, its exam time!!.. so yeah, tell me, it aint easy.. each assignment is abt 1500- 3000 words! and not only tht, u will need to reaserch and have prove that u research with appendixes.. else, u will fail!!.. imagine... how fuking tough, somemore people like me.. urghh.....

oh well, i guess thts wat i have been up these few days.. time to buck up!!

Andry at 2:43 PM

Sunday, September 05, 2004

today will mark the "supposely 3rd year" tht i have been together with sherie... but i guess things have not gone as planned...

darling, if u read this, i am sorry abt this whole thing somewhat.

as much as u say its fine with u, but deep inside, i really feel bad and wanna say sorry sherie baby..

muacks..

i love you darling.

Andry at 6:29 AM