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lets hope money is not everything...
Andry at 4:15 PM today, i did the stupidest thing i ever done in my life before.. and seriously, i am too ashamed to even say it out to anyone... like, its the one of the stupidest thing i ever done..... omfg.... today i asked my fren, are u happy with your life now? And he said,"yes"................... and u knoe wad, i should jus kill myself in the fuking wall, cause its like, i think he also agree tht, i am like everything also have already except a few... but then, i am stil not statisfied with my fuking life.... really... everytime i look at those supposely people worse off than me in term of many things(not jus money here), but yet they can be happy man..... and me over here.. haiz.... one word to describe myself===> hopelesss wad more do i wan in life anymore, cant seem to ask for anymore... really, but then still, i feel fuked uped... can u believe it.. maybe i am jus soooo spoilt.... will try to get out of this mess... soon..... Andry at 1:42 AM today will mark the first day for my degree lesson... oh well... yep, 7 to 10 pm.. and saturdays 2 to 5 pm... yeah.. thts how fuked uped the time table is..... anyway, sometimes i look at myself generally on the whole picture, omfg... i am taking a degree... did u hear it right? andry u knoe, the andry tht u all knoe is going for degree.. like its the unstudious andry going for degree.. like wtf... trust me, i also think like wtf.... can u imagine tht for my sec sch o level prelims, i got like 38 points for L1R4.. and of course olevel itsels was 22 points(due to a month's studying).. and there i am at ngee ann, passed all, cept one but never retained.. which sometimes i still dun think i deserves it cause sometimes i can look at people around me being a more studious person, but yet still fail.. oh well.... and now, here i am.. taking my degree.. okay, its kinda shocking still..... who knoes i someday might make it to be proffesor? haha, andry====> dream onnnnnn .... Andry at 3:30 PM its almost 2 and i have not dressed up to go to the company to register my enrolment for my degree. jus bathed finished, and do a fast blog. while shaving, or rather checking if i am having a proper clean cut jus now, listening to "jewel", songs like foolish games... its sets a sad mood, and also it gives me the country feeling... and i thought to myself, well, my life aint tht good for now, but somehow, u knoe wad, like really used to it already man.... come to think abt it, i am having a very simple life myself, and yeah, thts my life for i believe the next one year while i am gonna study. wake up, warcraft, study, go sch... thts abt it... of course maybe a few additions like clubbing, suntan? wadever... jus the normal stuff.... better chop chop and get dress so i can make it in time for my duck rice!!! it close at 2++!!! damn, its already 2 and i am still naked... fuk! Andry at 1:48 PM nowadays, doing nothing much... jus awaiting the company alberton to call me back to regard if they can get a visa for me to stay here when i study full time for my rmit degree in singapore. everyday, jus slacking, stoning at computer waiting for them to give me a call. talking about productivity, thy are suppose to call the MOE to check if i study full time will i able to extend my student pass. its been 3 working days, and they have not settled it and sch term already started. oh well, thinking tht they are an institute, they will be more resposible, but i am wrong. oh well... Andry at 1:54 PM in life, i guess sometimes, u cant get want u wan.. well, i've learnt tht lesson, and learnt to accept it.. =).. take it with a pinch of salt, thts wad i would say. ciaoz Andry at 12:35 AM life been generally good these few days.. cept the the big quarrel with my dad a few days back.. oh, yeah, i am back in singapore already... so yeah.. like tht.. wad more to say? well, nothing i suppose??? same old problem arising, fuking pocket money not enuf again... thts abt it..gtg, meet my NP frens... ciaoz readers... Andry at 11:43 AM |
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