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its been more than a week since i have blogged..
basically the things i have been doing are jus some shoppoing, clubbings and movies.. yeah, thts abt it.. =).. nothing realy much la.. hehe..
gonna go back to indo on tues/mon la.. yep..
ciaoz, gotta get ready to go marina for steamboat!! heh!
Andry at 5:40 PM jus came back from china jump!.. wah, damn power house la the place.. damn damn power.. i think better than zouk can!.. every song they play there, i love it.. pure R&B... and to think i thought zouk was good, ha!, u should try china jump for god sake.. yeah....
no thoughts for today, instead, wad i did.. heh..
woke up, normal routine of duck rice ona sunday with my frens at upper thomson after slumber night, followed by going home to get changed and meet my fren. went to watch van helsing.. damn nice.. yep.. after tht got myself a chain from top shop.. reached home, and last min, moi sister called me and ask me to company her jus in case she gets taken advantage of.. so yeah. it was tiring as i jus reached home, but no choice, its my sister. so went down to china jump.. yeah, thts where the party starts.. damn power.. een the chicks, whoa!!...
best chicks in town- china jump, folowed by zouk and double O...
worst chick - gotta be devils bar.. seriously, i can swear to god tht the fren i went wiht to devils bar(and i dun think she damn chio also), she is like the hottest girl for the night can.. so yer can imagine how bad the standard is.. yep...
check out this.. suede sandals.. nice? next on shopping list.. heh.. =P
http://www.aldoshoes.com/aldoshoes/Shoes_and_Accessories/MensCasualSandals.aspx?SKU=383-519-36&CurrentPage=1
Andry at 1:40 AM having mixed emotions now....
happy tht it seems tht my 30 million target is somewad acheiveable.. jus talked to my dad on the phone and we had a chat abt our future and also how is the business going on.. so far, it really looks promising.. 30 million mate... 30 million... yes... and there is a new life waying for me to experience..
sad tht now it seems tht a step is taken further, and i will be leaving indo for good in time to come. perhaps in abt 1 month time/3 month/6 month? i dun knoe, but the condition now is tht i will need to find someone to hire me and "supposely" send me to indonesia for oversea assignment. tht is the way to break the bond without paying hefty penalty. if i can find this condition, i will forsee myself at most staying back here at most for 6 months before i pack my bags and fight for my own world man....
i have made great frens here but i guess when time to part, it has to part. maybe when i strike it rich, yeah, i will come back here. so chill guys. =). i wun forget those tht was with me, trust me on this, and neither will i forget those mother fucker. u better hope i dun become successful , cause i swaer to god u will get in in years down the road. and i do knoe 1 mother fuker will be reading here for "entertainment purposes" yeah? we'll see u in years down the road dude. -mark andry's words
mannn, i tell ya, since i have broken up with my 1st gf, i think i have really mature lots and realise many things abt life.. and if yer were to ask me now, i am kinda season to fuked uped things happening in life. serious. before tht, everything was wonderful, no pressure of being someone else, no pressure to see the need to strive in life, no pressure in anything. but now, its different, i have realised wad is life all abt. its abt making it, and not only tht, as for girls, its not onli abt being nice anymore. its abt everything. from nice, to money, to dress sense to chemistry. yeah, all this are jus my theories which i sort of discovered upon my journey to becoming a man.
its not as simple as it seems man, but with money, trust me, u can do lots- still its not eveything i will say, but its almost eveything.
oh, at my attachment, i also realised one thing, most people dun earn tht much, say the no 1 guy in my logistic firm, he is earning an annual income of 250k including bonus.. my manager is a measly sum of 4k a month? lets talk abt singapore top DJ(jamie yeo), how much can she worth? i put it 5 k at most. and i suppose for a number 1 guy, e guy u would have to put him in 1 in one thousand? and tht would have made him top 0.1 percentile of the human population huh?
guess wad, i am aiming to be 0.1 percentile 2, if not better. i believe i can do better than him. though all this are jus presumptions, i have the confidence 2. yep.
i am not being over confident here, and i dun wan to, cause i knoe how times can jus make a u-turn in your life. so never be complacent 2.
=)
ciaoz.
Andry at 6:48 PM damn stressed... dun knoe wad to do now for my next step in life... 3 new problems, yeah..
::30 million dollars::
yeah, tht was my aim, and i thought i could achieve it, cause apparently the idea was to built 10 birdnest house and each generating abt 10K a month= 100,000 a month, and 1.2 million a year, and 30 years time i will be one rich mtf... but hell, due to some supposely land sacre, then somehow the idea i wanted to do, its gone.. perhaps jus gotta make do with 2 million dollars? shit, now dun even knoe if i can earn this 2 million... wadever..
::2nd shit::
suppose to start some business la, and in the end, in my prospective, its not going well because we jus cannot find the suitable land, with the right price, right product, right location.. yeah...
::3rd shit::
omg, firstly, i dun knoe if i will be coming back once i go back to indo(tht is sad enuff already), then even if i come back to work for 6 months before i go back indo/australia to study, its like, i work for free!.. i wun even have any extra savings.. here how it goes.... 1.2k(my pay), 400 to rental, and left 800 sgd.. 450 on food? and left like 350 for my other stuff.. and trust me, its not enuff.. fuk man.. no more bus stamp also.. i am like kinda used to the lifestyle of jus spend wad u wan kind, and now, i jus forsee the poverty coming..
decided to quit my bookie job soon, yeah, its not gonna get me far and every punter of mine like owe me money and no money to pay.. and no money to pay equals to cannot play with me and tht means lesser income.. yeah.. business getting really bad now man... and its also abt time la.. yeah..
time to be a better person 2, yeah... ;P
whao, i tell ya, still got so much fuking things to blog man.. leave it another day.. its long enuff
watch out for contestant singapore idol called JASCA!! fuking my housemate and damn disgusting... fuk, i seriously think she gonna join, cb, she think she damn chio.. fuk man.. and she really looks like tht kind if become famous, confirm dump bf for a better guy.. yeah, trust me on this one.. based on my instinct. and this section came out cause she is praticising her "spice" girl song can.. wadever...
Andry at 4:25 PM fuk it.
::shopping::
went to buy a short from mufc tht i saw the other time and i thought it was pretty nice, and guess wad, in the end, ended up buying 3 shorts and 1 t-shirt... yeah.. implusive shopping.. =P...
::joke of the day::
so as i was there sitting, slowly raising my face to face her, and there i saw her, smiling back at me.. definetly was me, and yeah, i smiled back....
thts wad happened a few days back at plaza singapore... but the story not ended, so i turned back to make sure it was me she smiling 2, but hell no, she was smiling to her fren!!.. fuk, omg, i tell ya, i can feel the blood raised... damn paiseh..lolz.. to think u only see this in movies or advertisement..lolz... yeah, now there is one dick head... fuk, can see them giggling like shit after that.. damn...
=P
Andry at 9:13 PM phew, today manager did not scold me and instead ask me why i never call her, i jus say damn scared of her in a joking cum serious manner.. and she laughingly says i wun eat u..lolz.. yeah, even managed to asked her if she will still be interested in the cheaper bird nest of the market value.. she's interested(tacticised)!lolz..
today heard the song by frankee- fuck you right back.. its cool..=P... check it out 2.
put it soon at my blog. ;)
Andry at 3:07 PM yesterday's chalat.. was fuking power!!! heh.... and i guess the highlight of the fuking chalat wassss... i got striped... yeah, why mus i always kena all this shit..lolz.. u guys knoe wad u did huh.. best part took picture of me nakedwith my "brother".. but guess wad, the photographer is even more crappier! he actually took 4 shots and all 4, missed my brother!!! lolz.. perhaps i can posed one tht is the nearest nearest to my nudity... lolz..
anyway, this is the "bangbus" pic... by popular demand huh?... lolz.... guy or girl's breast? yer guess yourself.
watched troy jus now, it was freaking power movie, yer guys gotta check it out...
took mc, and didnt called my manager, damn scard, past 3 weeks took MC once every week... yeah.. dun care, tomolo let her scold me instead la. tomolo still got workkkk... =(.. hate it.
so, today, got asked to crashed NP bash.. 2 choices for 2night.. NP bash, or harrys? scared of being left out if go NP bash, but then.... hmm.. interesting. =p
sometimes anger jus comes to me jus like tht.. u knoe how u actually direct your love to hate? yeah, currently in tht mood, but sometimes still at lovey dowey mood also la.. anyway, since its already there, i guess it will end soon man.. trust me.. after a break up, there are 3 parts to go through.. damn sad, anger, then everything ok already... yeah...
Andry at 3:11 PM been transfered to the accounting department yesterday... tell ya, accounting department is no joke.. its reallly a lot of work to do, thank god only left like 10 days more to go.. and its even more boring than my import/export department.... yep...
did credit/debit.. yeah.. spend the whole fuking day on one job.. like one customer with many transaction.. at the last part, fuk... never tally.. fuk! gotta redo tomolo.. its not funny okayy.....
xiu, thanks for the advice, my "comments" not working on the computer so cant reply.. anyway, thee previos comment by "chendol".. ignore him, he jus trying to brain-fuk us.
=)
ciaoz
Andry at 11:43 PM sometimes i tell my brother, my plans of after working for few months, etc etc, go overseas to further my studies.. i can see a different expresssion he gives when i mention tht i will be going overseas to study.. and he ever mention to me before tht wad if dad dun send u to overseas, and jus be mentally prepared if tht happens....
and somehow, u knoe wad, i am mentally prepared already tht maybe my dad, eventually dun let me go overseeas to study as frankly speaking there isnt much point in it as its high cost and it wun help much when eventually if i help my dad with his business and top of tht i am not a very bookworm student...
anyway, i have decided tht when i go back indo for this holiday, i am gonna tell my dad tht i will be "working" with him for this 3 weeks tht i gonna stay in indonesia.. so as to learn from him and also experience the lifestyle and see if i can take it... and if really he eventually is not gonna let me go study, i think i will be working there already, cause there isnt much opportunity to make it in singapore and top of tht, in singapore, i am jus a nobody, whereas if i were to be there, lets jus say one of the upper class in a way.. nope, i am not those typical fuking rich family, but jus tht its quite a not bad percentile in indonesia la.... and my life will generally be good there as compared to here, its 2 much different.. i might not even be able to afford my own car! serious man...
having attachment here in SG, there isnt much green pasture here... though my frens have told me stuff like, learn from work, etc... well, i dun really believe wad they have to say in a way man.. if i learn from my dad, its the same, start young la... its a risk i am willing to take...
somehow, if yer ask me, who knoes, after i go back indo, i might not be coming back anymore, cause really there is a possibility.. i have been thinking abt this for quite a while(although my roommate has been telling me tht i always changing my mind here and there), its like there isnt really very strong reason for me to stay back in SG.. wad do i have here now tht i cannot bring back, tht is my frens.. but i would say i already experience the saddest thing in my life before, and so, i dun think this is really a factor, and yep, i have a few frens in indo 2.. can slowly socialise.. yah...
there really isnt anything here in SG for me to stay back... there was one though.. :)
::spice girls::
all my frens sorta hate the female housemate of ours, and somehow we manage to give her a nick name called "spice girls"... cause she really fuking sing damn disgustingly... best part is she is practicing everyday and night somehow.. jus cant help but feel tht somehow, she is gonna join singapore idol!! eeeeee.. fuking fat pig who always bully BF!!! =p
Andry at 9:27 PM today, stayed at home, didnt go for work 2, gonna take mc later la..
anywya, yesterday zouk, was... whao!.. yeah, it has gotta be the best clubbing for the past few years man, or maybe even the whole of my life... yeah, thts how fun it was man.. =)
slowly, i can feel my depression slowly fading away, hopefully it wil end somewhere soon...
starting to see more things in life 2..
yep, thts abt it.. =).. caizo.
Andry at 7:44 PM recently not doing very well, so i need to save money, and also to regain back my healthy lifestlye.. but guess wad?
sucked in again, this time to zouk..... my fren is goin back to indo for good tomolo, although i wouldnt say i am damn close to him, but its like u knoe, the accquitance kind, but somehow like, we like each other company.. i dun knoe if yer readers get wad i mean? its like, we have a liking for each other, but jus tht somehow didnt have the opportunity to be together.. he is from acc.. so ya..(ehrm i am not gay)... so anyway, ya, i knew him from soccer few years back and somehow though we didnt spend much time together, its like brudder brudder kind la.. aye, dun knoe how to say la..
poly is really ending soon.. another different lifestlye to take again..suddenly, i can feel sadness.. yep.. same feeling when i left my sec sch.. why must i go through this sadness shit and why mus i be so emotional as a fuking person.. its really irritatiing me... this is something i hate myself.. damn... wadever, after last friday at devils bar(fuking ah beng music can~~ all the beats remix.. eeeeee), i tend to appreciate mambo night more!! heh!! party time!! ;p
fuk man, my finance is in need of a check.. =(... lets see, entrance 20, lomborghini 24 + cab fare 12 equals 56 dollars... fuk, suppose to save money to buy cloths..
Andry at 4:16 PM omg, i am 21 this year.
Andry at 10:16 AM
basically the things i have been doing are jus some shoppoing, clubbings and movies.. yeah, thts abt it.. =).. nothing realy much la.. hehe..
gonna go back to indo on tues/mon la.. yep..
ciaoz, gotta get ready to go marina for steamboat!! heh!
Andry at 5:40 PM jus came back from china jump!.. wah, damn power house la the place.. damn damn power.. i think better than zouk can!.. every song they play there, i love it.. pure R&B... and to think i thought zouk was good, ha!, u should try china jump for god sake.. yeah....
no thoughts for today, instead, wad i did.. heh..
woke up, normal routine of duck rice ona sunday with my frens at upper thomson after slumber night, followed by going home to get changed and meet my fren. went to watch van helsing.. damn nice.. yep.. after tht got myself a chain from top shop.. reached home, and last min, moi sister called me and ask me to company her jus in case she gets taken advantage of.. so yeah. it was tiring as i jus reached home, but no choice, its my sister. so went down to china jump.. yeah, thts where the party starts.. damn power.. een the chicks, whoa!!...
best chicks in town- china jump, folowed by zouk and double O...
worst chick - gotta be devils bar.. seriously, i can swear to god tht the fren i went wiht to devils bar(and i dun think she damn chio also), she is like the hottest girl for the night can.. so yer can imagine how bad the standard is.. yep...
check out this.. suede sandals.. nice? next on shopping list.. heh.. =P
http://www.aldoshoes.com/aldoshoes/Shoes_and_Accessories/MensCasualSandals.aspx?SKU=383-519-36&CurrentPage=1
Andry at 1:40 AM having mixed emotions now....
happy tht it seems tht my 30 million target is somewad acheiveable.. jus talked to my dad on the phone and we had a chat abt our future and also how is the business going on.. so far, it really looks promising.. 30 million mate... 30 million... yes... and there is a new life waying for me to experience..
sad tht now it seems tht a step is taken further, and i will be leaving indo for good in time to come. perhaps in abt 1 month time/3 month/6 month? i dun knoe, but the condition now is tht i will need to find someone to hire me and "supposely" send me to indonesia for oversea assignment. tht is the way to break the bond without paying hefty penalty. if i can find this condition, i will forsee myself at most staying back here at most for 6 months before i pack my bags and fight for my own world man....
i have made great frens here but i guess when time to part, it has to part. maybe when i strike it rich, yeah, i will come back here. so chill guys. =). i wun forget those tht was with me, trust me on this, and neither will i forget those mother fucker. u better hope i dun become successful , cause i swaer to god u will get in in years down the road. and i do knoe 1 mother fuker will be reading here for "entertainment purposes" yeah? we'll see u in years down the road dude. -mark andry's words
mannn, i tell ya, since i have broken up with my 1st gf, i think i have really mature lots and realise many things abt life.. and if yer were to ask me now, i am kinda season to fuked uped things happening in life. serious. before tht, everything was wonderful, no pressure of being someone else, no pressure to see the need to strive in life, no pressure in anything. but now, its different, i have realised wad is life all abt. its abt making it, and not only tht, as for girls, its not onli abt being nice anymore. its abt everything. from nice, to money, to dress sense to chemistry. yeah, all this are jus my theories which i sort of discovered upon my journey to becoming a man.
its not as simple as it seems man, but with money, trust me, u can do lots- still its not eveything i will say, but its almost eveything.
oh, at my attachment, i also realised one thing, most people dun earn tht much, say the no 1 guy in my logistic firm, he is earning an annual income of 250k including bonus.. my manager is a measly sum of 4k a month? lets talk abt singapore top DJ(jamie yeo), how much can she worth? i put it 5 k at most. and i suppose for a number 1 guy, e guy u would have to put him in 1 in one thousand? and tht would have made him top 0.1 percentile of the human population huh?
guess wad, i am aiming to be 0.1 percentile 2, if not better. i believe i can do better than him. though all this are jus presumptions, i have the confidence 2. yep.
i am not being over confident here, and i dun wan to, cause i knoe how times can jus make a u-turn in your life. so never be complacent 2.
=)
ciaoz.
Andry at 6:48 PM damn stressed... dun knoe wad to do now for my next step in life... 3 new problems, yeah..
::30 million dollars::
yeah, tht was my aim, and i thought i could achieve it, cause apparently the idea was to built 10 birdnest house and each generating abt 10K a month= 100,000 a month, and 1.2 million a year, and 30 years time i will be one rich mtf... but hell, due to some supposely land sacre, then somehow the idea i wanted to do, its gone.. perhaps jus gotta make do with 2 million dollars? shit, now dun even knoe if i can earn this 2 million... wadever..
::2nd shit::
suppose to start some business la, and in the end, in my prospective, its not going well because we jus cannot find the suitable land, with the right price, right product, right location.. yeah...
::3rd shit::
omg, firstly, i dun knoe if i will be coming back once i go back to indo(tht is sad enuff already), then even if i come back to work for 6 months before i go back indo/australia to study, its like, i work for free!.. i wun even have any extra savings.. here how it goes.... 1.2k(my pay), 400 to rental, and left 800 sgd.. 450 on food? and left like 350 for my other stuff.. and trust me, its not enuff.. fuk man.. no more bus stamp also.. i am like kinda used to the lifestyle of jus spend wad u wan kind, and now, i jus forsee the poverty coming..
decided to quit my bookie job soon, yeah, its not gonna get me far and every punter of mine like owe me money and no money to pay.. and no money to pay equals to cannot play with me and tht means lesser income.. yeah.. business getting really bad now man... and its also abt time la.. yeah..
time to be a better person 2, yeah... ;P
whao, i tell ya, still got so much fuking things to blog man.. leave it another day.. its long enuff
watch out for contestant singapore idol called JASCA!! fuking my housemate and damn disgusting... fuk, i seriously think she gonna join, cb, she think she damn chio.. fuk man.. and she really looks like tht kind if become famous, confirm dump bf for a better guy.. yeah, trust me on this one.. based on my instinct. and this section came out cause she is praticising her "spice" girl song can.. wadever...
Andry at 4:25 PM fuk it.
::shopping::
went to buy a short from mufc tht i saw the other time and i thought it was pretty nice, and guess wad, in the end, ended up buying 3 shorts and 1 t-shirt... yeah.. implusive shopping.. =P...
::joke of the day::
so as i was there sitting, slowly raising my face to face her, and there i saw her, smiling back at me.. definetly was me, and yeah, i smiled back....
thts wad happened a few days back at plaza singapore... but the story not ended, so i turned back to make sure it was me she smiling 2, but hell no, she was smiling to her fren!!.. fuk, omg, i tell ya, i can feel the blood raised... damn paiseh..lolz.. to think u only see this in movies or advertisement..lolz... yeah, now there is one dick head... fuk, can see them giggling like shit after that.. damn...
=P
Andry at 9:13 PM phew, today manager did not scold me and instead ask me why i never call her, i jus say damn scared of her in a joking cum serious manner.. and she laughingly says i wun eat u..lolz.. yeah, even managed to asked her if she will still be interested in the cheaper bird nest of the market value.. she's interested(tacticised)!lolz..
today heard the song by frankee- fuck you right back.. its cool..=P... check it out 2.
put it soon at my blog. ;)
Andry at 3:07 PM yesterday's chalat.. was fuking power!!! heh.... and i guess the highlight of the fuking chalat wassss... i got striped... yeah, why mus i always kena all this shit..lolz.. u guys knoe wad u did huh.. best part took picture of me nakedwith my "brother".. but guess wad, the photographer is even more crappier! he actually took 4 shots and all 4, missed my brother!!! lolz.. perhaps i can posed one tht is the nearest nearest to my nudity... lolz..
anyway, this is the "bangbus" pic... by popular demand huh?... lolz.... guy or girl's breast? yer guess yourself.
watched troy jus now, it was freaking power movie, yer guys gotta check it out...
took mc, and didnt called my manager, damn scard, past 3 weeks took MC once every week... yeah.. dun care, tomolo let her scold me instead la. tomolo still got workkkk... =(.. hate it.
so, today, got asked to crashed NP bash.. 2 choices for 2night.. NP bash, or harrys? scared of being left out if go NP bash, but then.... hmm.. interesting. =p
sometimes anger jus comes to me jus like tht.. u knoe how u actually direct your love to hate? yeah, currently in tht mood, but sometimes still at lovey dowey mood also la.. anyway, since its already there, i guess it will end soon man.. trust me.. after a break up, there are 3 parts to go through.. damn sad, anger, then everything ok already... yeah...
Andry at 3:11 PM been transfered to the accounting department yesterday... tell ya, accounting department is no joke.. its reallly a lot of work to do, thank god only left like 10 days more to go.. and its even more boring than my import/export department.... yep...
did credit/debit.. yeah.. spend the whole fuking day on one job.. like one customer with many transaction.. at the last part, fuk... never tally.. fuk! gotta redo tomolo.. its not funny okayy.....
xiu, thanks for the advice, my "comments" not working on the computer so cant reply.. anyway, thee previos comment by "chendol".. ignore him, he jus trying to brain-fuk us.
=)
ciaoz
Andry at 11:43 PM sometimes i tell my brother, my plans of after working for few months, etc etc, go overseas to further my studies.. i can see a different expresssion he gives when i mention tht i will be going overseas to study.. and he ever mention to me before tht wad if dad dun send u to overseas, and jus be mentally prepared if tht happens....
and somehow, u knoe wad, i am mentally prepared already tht maybe my dad, eventually dun let me go overseeas to study as frankly speaking there isnt much point in it as its high cost and it wun help much when eventually if i help my dad with his business and top of tht i am not a very bookworm student...
anyway, i have decided tht when i go back indo for this holiday, i am gonna tell my dad tht i will be "working" with him for this 3 weeks tht i gonna stay in indonesia.. so as to learn from him and also experience the lifestyle and see if i can take it... and if really he eventually is not gonna let me go study, i think i will be working there already, cause there isnt much opportunity to make it in singapore and top of tht, in singapore, i am jus a nobody, whereas if i were to be there, lets jus say one of the upper class in a way.. nope, i am not those typical fuking rich family, but jus tht its quite a not bad percentile in indonesia la.... and my life will generally be good there as compared to here, its 2 much different.. i might not even be able to afford my own car! serious man...
having attachment here in SG, there isnt much green pasture here... though my frens have told me stuff like, learn from work, etc... well, i dun really believe wad they have to say in a way man.. if i learn from my dad, its the same, start young la... its a risk i am willing to take...
somehow, if yer ask me, who knoes, after i go back indo, i might not be coming back anymore, cause really there is a possibility.. i have been thinking abt this for quite a while(although my roommate has been telling me tht i always changing my mind here and there), its like there isnt really very strong reason for me to stay back in SG.. wad do i have here now tht i cannot bring back, tht is my frens.. but i would say i already experience the saddest thing in my life before, and so, i dun think this is really a factor, and yep, i have a few frens in indo 2.. can slowly socialise.. yah...
there really isnt anything here in SG for me to stay back... there was one though.. :)
::spice girls::
all my frens sorta hate the female housemate of ours, and somehow we manage to give her a nick name called "spice girls"... cause she really fuking sing damn disgustingly... best part is she is practicing everyday and night somehow.. jus cant help but feel tht somehow, she is gonna join singapore idol!! eeeeee.. fuking fat pig who always bully BF!!! =p
Andry at 9:27 PM today, stayed at home, didnt go for work 2, gonna take mc later la..
anywya, yesterday zouk, was... whao!.. yeah, it has gotta be the best clubbing for the past few years man, or maybe even the whole of my life... yeah, thts how fun it was man.. =)
slowly, i can feel my depression slowly fading away, hopefully it wil end somewhere soon...
starting to see more things in life 2..
yep, thts abt it.. =).. caizo.
Andry at 7:44 PM recently not doing very well, so i need to save money, and also to regain back my healthy lifestlye.. but guess wad?
sucked in again, this time to zouk..... my fren is goin back to indo for good tomolo, although i wouldnt say i am damn close to him, but its like u knoe, the accquitance kind, but somehow like, we like each other company.. i dun knoe if yer readers get wad i mean? its like, we have a liking for each other, but jus tht somehow didnt have the opportunity to be together.. he is from acc.. so ya..(ehrm i am not gay)... so anyway, ya, i knew him from soccer few years back and somehow though we didnt spend much time together, its like brudder brudder kind la.. aye, dun knoe how to say la..
poly is really ending soon.. another different lifestlye to take again..suddenly, i can feel sadness.. yep.. same feeling when i left my sec sch.. why must i go through this sadness shit and why mus i be so emotional as a fuking person.. its really irritatiing me... this is something i hate myself.. damn... wadever, after last friday at devils bar(fuking ah beng music can~~ all the beats remix.. eeeeee), i tend to appreciate mambo night more!! heh!! party time!! ;p
fuk man, my finance is in need of a check.. =(... lets see, entrance 20, lomborghini 24 + cab fare 12 equals 56 dollars... fuk, suppose to save money to buy cloths..
Andry at 4:16 PM omg, i am 21 this year.
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