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this is absurd.. u knoe wad?
one month ago, my gal pal, u kneo, she was kinda crazy into this guy, all she can do was always ask me, hey how ah how ah.. blah bleah blah.. and then best, next thing i go to her webby, she is attached to another guy.. like so fast man? wtf.. like "heloo"... i dun knoe, i think its really becoming norm in a way.. no more conventional sociaty anymore i would say? jus perhaps liberal.. wtf.. wadever man.. cant believe it.. she was somewad really crazy over tht guy and now... damn... out of point man...
wadever, this society, i dun think its acceptable...
wad happened to the love tht when we were children believe in it? the love where u think tht the one is the one, all abt waiting and forgiving, call me naive perhaps but is it all abt the fuking partner being a better package and jump boat?
personally im disgusted, big time.
hopefully there is more to the story than meets the eye, i am feeling disgusted by her behaviour man.
i dun think there is anything wrong as in there are different theories tht one set for themselves and stuff, but to me, this is my theory!
Andry at 3:07 PM damn, suddenly i realised tht i am like 21 this year? not only tht mate, its like, so i am certified to date those working colleagues of mine? haha.. yeah, come to think abt it, when i graduate, i can.. and somehow all along i thought, eh, andry they 2 old for u man.. but then again.. hmmm..
why i thought until here is because :
yesterday on my way home, yeah i saw the "leopard panties" girl again at the bus home, was kinda surprised to see her u knoe, its like i thought not gonna see her anymore.. and u knoe wad, u knoes tht i have always been checking her out, and this time, u see, this is the funny thing, she knoes i am checking her out, but yet she still keep looking at me if i am checking her out..(like even turn her head 90 degrees to check if i am checking her out)
wad does this tells u man? i dun knoe, its like, hey, if someone really awful were to check me out, nah, i wun even bother, but if the girl is of some quality, then perhaps different man.. and i was thinking, nah afterall she is 2 old, but then again as i thought, wad 2 old? i am also gonna start earning my own money and stuff, so where got still old! like "hello"... ok la, will keep up to date u guys if she really checking me out 2, maybe i was jus being over-sensitive.... haha.. maybe i was wrong la.. hehe.. but 2 bad in a way la, cause u kneo wad, i have someone in my mind now... =)..hehe
Andry at 1:14 PM so as i was talking abt this "cute fren" of mine tht this "about me" is damn funny.. its even funnier now... go check it out... his "who i wanna meet also damn funny".. lol.. enjoy
http://www.friendster.com/user.jsp?id=5682341
Andry at 9:38 AM yesterday on my way home, i was jus walking and somehow, i dun knoe, i asked myself this question, "wad if my dad is to go bankrupt now?"(my dad is doing exceptional well now, jus tht i am thinking of the wad ifs only ;) )...
and it really frightened me a lot.. imagine if he were to be bankrupt, i would be unable to go get my degree, and i will be stuck with my diploma, and tht would mean i will be earning 1500 SGD a month, after rental(choose the cheap area) i will be left with 1250? after food cost, i will be left with 700 savings a month? and tht is on hard core savings like no clubbing, no eating out at even those middle class restaurant.. one year, i will save 8000 SGD... and tht is not a lot of money at all... also the condition of my standard of living will drop really really bad jus to save tht amt of money... and it jus sort of make me realised tht, afterall, i think i am still nobody,~~ for now, i will think i will be still able to become really successful with some of the plans i have in mind, basically into the bird nest business my father has been in recently.. and really, without tht, i think i will have to start from stratch, and really work hard from 8 2 5 job to get promotion and then after tht save money, so tht next time can have the money for investment....
afterall al these thoughts racing through my mind, i jus realised, tht i should really work hard and stuff... u knoe, really if the one day of "wad if" comes.. how?
of course now tht i am still leading a luxurious lifestyle in a way, still cant make me really work hard like for my studies attachment, perhaps only when "wad if" had happened, then the hard working andry will come out, for now, as much as i knoe the consequences, somehow, still cannot bring myself to realy work hard YET....
thts why perhaps, maybe afterall as they said, spoilt rich kids, yeah, i think i am one, in a way.... i admit it man..
but at least, i have grown to realised this... there is more to elaorate, but aint gonna bored u guys, so thts all for today folks.. =)
Andry at 5:04 PM the previous blog i blog, i stated tht i dun wanna go clubbing for the next 2 week yeah? hahah.. irony, see, the situation is tht now, i have a room in concorde from wednesday till friday!!! ya!! how cool is tht.. hehe.. so i think most proably should be heading down to zouk on wed/fri(and hopefully the one who recommended me there is correct, tht the musics great.. hehe)? and then after chill out in concorde.. yeah.. (damn and i am not suppose to be clubbing, damn!)...
most probably weds cannot cause still got work, but then friday, hehehehehe.. can, although work on saturday, its half day la, so its okkkk man.. hehe.. gonna start asking people.. but, errr, kinda lack of girls in my grp lehz.. muahhaha... nvm, if really no chicks, then whack on tht night la.. haha..
hopefully the mood to "whack" will be there.. muahahahaha... since i am single, so why not right?? hahah =D
ok, after this week, no clubbing ok!! ok andry? =P
Andry at 1:04 PM monday blues monday blues.... yeah, sucky man....
i am not gonna go club for the next errr, 2 weeks ok? ya... damn sick of it, for the past few weeks its like, i dun knoe man... it jus feel shity... time for some movies instead all.. good clean nice healthy lifestyle.. tht is somehow more appealing to me man.. and clubbinggggg, i think clubing once a month is better man... overclub, and u dun enjoy it anymore.. haha... basically stand there and stone... damn...
ok la, nothing much to blog, jus blog cause damn fuking bored in office, no job, nothing, and lazy to use my brain cells to play my chess...
Andry at 10:27 AM i told my brother tht i dun understand some things in life.. and why is it like tht?
oh well, he says, somethings jus cannot be understood, instead look from it from the un-understanding point of view.. meaning, like, jus dun try to understand, instead, try to accept it instead of understanding it... well, i guess some things are like tht... maybe sometimes i tend to look too much to the practical side when i dun understand things, cause everything somehow have a reason i believe.. but somethings although with reason, u still cannot gifure it out as tht is e way things works man.. and yeah, jus gotta somehow try to undertand it from the un-understanding point of view...
have u ever like walk down the streets alone, listen to your music, and somehow thoughts filled your mind and then tears come down? .. yeah, as i was walking home to take a bus jus now from my frens wedding, thts wad happened.. somethings perhaps are jus sad, so sad in my perspective.
every problem somehow can be sloved, but then again, wad if the only solution holds no solution?
be strong yeah? i have tried and and acted tht numberous of time, looking happy on the outside, but yet deep inside, it feels so fucked up, and all u wanna do is pick up then damn cigareete and smoke it, and i hate smoking, it sucks, wasting my life and money, but then, its the only short term remedy to cool off all tht feelings tht u go through...
maybe afterall, i am jus at the "crossroads"? hopefully i am, and with tht, time will guide me through...
recently there is somewad a target in my mind.. i find her actractive and there is some chemistry between us, but then again, i dun knoe, i dun wan a relationship, frens would be better, u knoe wad they say abt u dun wanna lose tht special someone so tht u be frens instead? yeah, tht is the way i wanna keep it.. i knoe i do stand a gd chance i would say, but then, nope, i aint gonna do it... andry NO!.. tht is the biggest pandora box u can open man!.. if it really happens, complications X 100 times... and i dun wan tht man..
Andry at 5:49 PM its funny how girls really like get hitched up straight after a break up within a few moments.. yeah.. not talking abt 1 example but a few instead...well, i guess thts the way it is la.. well, gotta admit tht now my 2nd ex got attached and yeah, u knoe kinda jealous in a way too.. hehe.. a bit only la... but i guess thts natural.... =)
u knoe wad i say, i realli in my heart happy for her.. she deserves one better, she was a gd gf and i am saying this as she deserve the credit. of course in our relationship there was somethings tht did not meet eye to eye la, but overall i would say she is a gd gf .. =).. she deserves one that can love her whole heartedly..
its also funny when u knoe, when it comes to EXs, there is jus this awkward feeling of writing testimonial or something like tht? yeah, i have frens tht are somewhat err, jus delete the frenster link, cause apparently its hurtful and its not tht only la, although supposely frens already, somehow, still in a situation where by they still dun add each other.. perhaps each ownself willingly knoe tht its jus weird in a way.. irony is tht in the past, closer than fren u might say.. =).. strange huh? same spot 2... hehe.. :P
and why issit tht when one let go of the relationship first, he will be called bastard/bitches? why? can anyone explain?
anyway, no one gives a fuck yeah? haha..
Andry at 4:39 PM normally i do not do 2 blogs in a day, but somethings been making feel like i wanna blog abt this incident for ages and everytime forgot abt it, and today, as i remember, i shall blog abt it...
occasionally when i go down to the foot of suntec to have a cigarette break, i will see a girl, sitting at the starbucks sits, alone, with discman, headphone, without ordering coffee, singing to empty air(without sound coming out), looking at the "fountain of wealth", shes not pretty and if u were to put it bluntly, she is awful.. like perhaps 2/3 out of 10 rating?
looking at her, it saddens me. it saddens me because out there in this world, there are people tht is suffering so much.. i can understand why she is there doing this occasionally, and without any frens and perhaps cant afford the coffee as she is poor? she is abt 17 years old i suppose... i aint gonna elaborate much, but it was sad to see this happening... sometimes i jus feel like going up to her and jus ask her, are u like ok?.. but it never happened. could it have made her felt worse or something like tht? i dun knoe man... and it sets me to another thinking, some girls, u knoe, they are poor but they are pretty and because of that, they are able to get "good" quality guys and able to pamper them and in fact sometimes to the point of having the guys do their bidding... and the difference between this 2 is? prettyness... its ridiculous and its sad 2, but wad to do?
its sad.
Andry at 2:45 PM
i think a country tht is being tyrannise is also far off better than a democratic country as tht country would be able to achieve its goals faster. but of course at a cost of the human living standard though.
russia somewhat have not failed to delivery scorns of tyrannys...
rich and interesting history the country...
history makes u smarter.. it does... u learn from other peoples mistakes, u learn wad tactic is applicable.. =)....
bombings before elections has always seems to have a great effects on the election outcomes... amazing way things work sometimes... hitlers landslide victory, and now the spainish government..
Andry at 9:57 AM the last time i blogged was at saturday after noon.. now its monday afternoon... 2 days difference, but yet somehow its like, damn, saturday was like a month ago!.. yeah, its only 2 days but it feels like i have lived like a month already!!..
why is it so man.. hmm... perhaps jus too much activity for the past few days thus making me feel like i have done so much things yeah? could be i suppose...
my sister has arrive from indonesia to join the south east asia event.. u knoe the cable car thingy.. haha, 1st prize is 50000$.. yeahz, hopefully she wins man.. and guess wad, i am the victim, i have to get her a scrabble now! like striaght after work and deliver to her concorde hotel, cause apparently she needs a good rest.. wtf.. lucky she my sistar, so i shall be nice to her and get her her stuff and deliver to the doorsteps of her hotel.. damn, its tiring.. =(... no choice...
10 more mins to go before i move my candy ass!! heheheh...
Andry at 5:02 PM i think this i sbloody hella funny.. i saw it from a book called "dot in the universal" .. of course my history with the name makes it funnier for me, du knoe if u guys can appreciate the joke.. enjoy
What's it like to be named 'john' anyway? To be for ever one amongst so many. What does it say about your PARENTS? Did they find you boring FROM BIRTH? Or did they just want you to fit in with the crowd?(Why is THAT a good thing?) Does it give you HUMILITY to be named 'john'? Are you always sure your friend knoe WHICH 'john' they're talking to?
lmao
thank god my name is Andry..
Andry at 3:18 PM sometimes the people u care for, when u see them sad, or hurt, or bullied, u will feel the same way as they feel...
apparently my brother is really sad these few days.. everything going haywire for him... and yesterday he was so sad tht for the first time he ever messgae me " brother, i realli damn sad now..i lost my mp3"... and somehow the feel for him is there, its like the sadness alsoo affected me, and i felt jus as sad... and today he asked me out for a movie, and yeah, movie we shall go.. jus the 2 of us i supposed?? no partying tonight 2, tomolo got work also man... maye ask "ice cream" boy to come along... and of course movie is cheaper than most entertainment nowadays.. =) ..
sometimes i see "ice cream" boy hanging out with my frens more these few days, i feel better for him.. cause apparently his frens tht he was hanging with takes drugs weekly and he did take E already... so, perhaps this would be heathlier for him la.. of course my frens takes some shit like grass la, but tht is not as bad as designers drugs.. and also our frequency is not tht much.. and i have yet to try it! damn.. my brothers telling moi frens not to let me try, but he himself try already.. so am i worse off or he? haaaa.... come to think abt it, all these people, they were scholars.. yeah, can u believe it? damn scholars taking drugs.. damn.. wad an irony..hahah.. =)...
gonna donate $$$ to my brother, poor thing.. =/.. and he is my brother, as they said, blood is thicker than water man.. and although the sum can do quite a lot of things, but seriously, speaking, i keep the money as my savings also no point.. its times like these tht u need to help, especially those tht u love.. my surgery can wait still =)..
money is important but it aint everything.. =)
Andry at 11:25 AM hhaha, last friday my manager banged me and asked me to be earlier for work.. which i did for the past few days.. and yeah, she told me straigh in the face jus a few moment ago and says she appreciate it with a smile.. yeahz, it feels good to be appreciated man.. =).. hehe....
this 8 2 5 job is really freaking boring man.. damn sianzz... liek really really super duper boring... wadever.. even the chick tht i used to see when i go home, saw her drving already!! so wun have the chance to see her anymore..haha... its really damn sickening here... yeah, and somehow, the past few times i saw her, she didnt strike me anymore, same for a few other suntec chicks i first saw and was stunned by them... guess looks are only superficial, and it wun last long for a relationship.. i htink character will be more important for a relationship man.. yea... of coruse u still needs the looks to attract before u will chase her la, but a point will come to where the looks will look norm u see, and there is where character and chemistry comes into play.. yeah.. =)..~~~ my theory though..
anyway, so yeah, thnking wad am i gonna do for the futre again man... should i leave for aussie this june or feb? i really dun knoe... its like i think, if i stay untill feb, wtf am i gonna do? work(slogh like dog) and party at weekends? hey, somehow partying can get boring too( and its not worth it to slog 5 days to enjoy a day~~ and who knoes tht day could also screwed uped )... there aint much to look forward already man... in a way... wadever u name it, most probably i think i have done it.. sooo.. nothign much also la... something still interest me and might have the power to make me stay for it.. but then, depends on situation, i dun see any improvement coming... soo.. yeah.. confusing huh... moreever if i had to stay, not only i have to shift again i suppose(i had shifted twice since last year), not again, its really tiring.. so.. well, dun knoe man.. it sucks.... maye i should jus get out of this place asap la... killing me slowly man.. this place.. slowly..
Andry at 10:19 AM damn, jus took an IQ test and i got 117 for it... aint high, neither its low.. jus normal i suppose huh.. u all kneo the averagE?
today has got to be the worst day at work man.. so freaking tired, and like running nose all the way man! damn, will not be going down to zouk tonight, tht is for sure man... look at my state now, damn... goona die any moment.. yesterday lets see, slept for 2 hours? and woke up cause cant sleep... and in the end, ended up talking on the phone.. man.. its been long since i had a long talk on the phone man... i dun knoe for peoples, but for me personally, its not everyone u can talk to on the phone man.. like some people, when u talk, its like the most 10 mins? 20 mins? i guess it takes both parties in a way to communicate in a fun and non boring manner and of course importantly able to click la.. =)..
there are times when i can feel my heart like got squeezed hard, but not till the point of reathing problems.. but is this a new sign of heart diesease?
is the world really tht "dog eat dog?"... disappointed with the world man.. naive i am, but let it be, peter pan i shall become... ok, thts crap.. hahaha.. =D
Andry at 2:05 PM was reading my first few entries of my blog(since the new layout)... reading it reminds me of how i was abt 6 months ago.. although only six months, yeah, can see the difference in a way man...
one funny thing though is tht i dun remember i used to think like tht until i read it man... i guess, in a way, people do forget abt who they are and stuff.. or rather who they were... in a ever changing self, polishing to a finishing article, yet be it better or worse, that depends on u.. u make yoru choices in life... yeah...
nothing much to blog, today havent even do a single work load... and its almost time to knock off.. yeah.. so damn slack, was playing chess all the way since morning man... yep.. thts abt it.. =)..
Andry at 4:47 PM well well.. wad a sunday man... sunny sunday with nothing to do.. cept laundries.. tons of them.. =D..
wanted to go for tanning today, but then.. haiz.. cant, i look like lobster now!! yeah.. reddish... 4/5 hours in the sun yesterday? haaa, normally i dun do tanning, but sometimes u jus gotta admit tht the mood jus comes yeah? todays one of those days...volleyball competition and yeah, ivps won the competition.. was there watching.. sort of got bluffed to get there! ha, i though wad shoik event, and turn out go there to watch people play volleyball instead of chilling out!.. damn.. but it was pretty good, really, the final was jus amazing... the dark horse VS the favs.. the socre tied 2-1... yeah... everyone was supporting the dark horse man, cause dark horse compromise of a trainie for IVP and jus some other noobs, whreas favourites was compromised of IVPs players(u can imagine the difference), 3 a side though... IVP- inter varasity *dun knoe wad la*.. hehe.. =D
ok guys, u must check this out ok!!! this song is created and sang by my fren... his name is chairen!! so pls give some support!! hhee.. i htink the songs kinda nice, only the singing a bit cock.. hahaha.. but overall i think its not bad.. the lyrics makes some sense too.. the story line "When you have had enough of people who forget their mistakes,rewind their actions and do them all over again...you'll have to walk away."~~~ it makes me feel guilty in a way man... how many of u ahve keep doing it so many times until the one left? yeah.. this songs says it all and makes me regret and feel guilt.. wads done has been done, and u cant change the fact, perhaps u can try your best to get back to where it was.. but it all depends, its not on your hands anymore.. =).. enjoy the song..
http://www.soundclick.com/bands/writePage.cfm?myType=music&bandid=120779&bandnamesave=chairen
ps: there is 2 songs, to listen, click on "hi-fi" or "lo-fi".. tell me nice or not k?.. hehe.. ciaoz. the one i talking abt is th one on top!
if ya thin its good, leave your comments on the tag board! i'm gonna ask him to see all the people who thinks its great ok..=).. ciaoz.
Andry at 5:32 PM seems like i am the one of those few daily bloggers... haha... kinda ironic man....
well, cheeky monkeys yesterfday was kinda... i dun knoe man... the music greats, although mostly whites and blacks... but somehow the mood was jus not therr man.. had my fav burbon coke, some shots, but still like tht... worst part is, looking at chicks, and they never turn me on for the first time in dun knoe how long!! like, thye jus dun turn me on!!i dun knoe man... wadsup with me man..
in fact yesterday was the 1st time i had been sober since ages at club, and so for the first time with my ultra poor eyesight, i am able to focus wad really goes on in the club.. hehe.. yeah, its all abt guys picking girls up... yep.. saw quite a few, nah, they resisst a bit first, then in the end, hugging the guys already.. hey, call me old fashion if u must, but somehow it disgusts me... like, the thoughts of really having one night stand, it turns me off man(at least for now, future i dun knoe man)....eeeee
its funny how when u go with different grp of people, different expectations level and image u gotta mantain.. going out with my this grp, actually only 2 of my frens i know, the rest is dun knoe one man, but they really friendly, and they are all like walking hormonoes i tell ya... but if i go to zouk with my zouk frens, i dun even dare to pick up any or attempt cause somehow i kneo this is shamless in their eyes, or "desperate" i should say.. but what the heck man?
ok, better go get ready for central beach else i will miss out the fun!!!! haaa.. ciaoz!
Andry at 9:20 AM 3 choices with my savings now:
1st- open internet website- might not be successful be it were, then i am fed for life when i am in australia... duh and more importantly no need to work part time... yes, my dad doesnt gives me enuff, so thts why always scouring for my own k... of course legality issue is invloved too, but tht gotta be checked out with my fren.. =)
2nd- go for plastic surgery, rhinoplaster, abt 2k la.. but then cannot play soccer i think, =(... if play i think gotta wear a mask already!!! haaaa... vanity i see in me.. haha...
3rd- jus use the money for leisure... which i dun think its very productive for the future... so how man?
how?
today on my way to work, a car drv passed me, and one guy waving, err, i cant really see who the hell is he, but yeah, gotta be the kids i play soccer with on sundays.... and tht sets me to a thinking, fuck man... why? if only my parents here, then i no need to suffer like now, damn... like really man, can u imagine, gotta do my bedsheets, my laundry, iron, wash clothes(and i still do not knoe how to remove stains!! anyone pls?), clean my house... grrr, and no car and eat out! cant even remeber how to cook my fav prawns already... so long.. last time i cooked asian cusine, haa, gotta be a year ago man... haaa... dope!... its irritating man..
but of course i have no one to nag at me la... but thts abt it.. i cant even ask for extra pocket money like all my other frens can... haiz... like dun knoe wad like tht...
but come to think abt it, my dad spent abt averrage 1500$ on me a month.... tht is 7.5 million rupiah... and for a degree holder working in indo, the pay is abt 1million rupiah(200 sgd) a month..... so.. i cant really complain also la... haiz, jus gotta depend on my own man and earn my own la... no chioce la..i guess its jus part and parcel of life.. =)... there are people worse off than me, so i shaldnt complain.. "yeah, andry, u should not and instead be thankful"... ya ya.. =/
check this out, it sent a chill up my spine.. http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/top/story/0,4136,53425,00.html?
Andry at 9:17 AM jus deleted a perhaps 1000 word entry?
on my way to my office, i walked pass security guard.. he looks liek the bad guy from fifth element.. the hair almost the same... haaa.. damn funny.. can imagine his life, jus stone there for hours... damn.. imagine u are a guard..
yay, tomolo friday, god, finnaly can have a break and go party.. hee, cheeky monks the venue for tomolo man.. the last time i went there, damn it, noone was there.. total only like 10 people in the pub... ha, i guess it jus opened at tht time yeah? .. hopefully tomolo gonna be happening... =).. eh, wad ami thinking, how to not happening when u have alcohol and niger musics? hahaa... =)..
Andry at 11:09 AM guided was i by one, the changed is ever present now , and tht sets me to a thinking... confusing it has to be and it breaks to see new deceit....good boy been the right, but attainable it is not if a good boy u be, though its only theories of mine... thickness in irony as the story unfolds...
Andry at 12:58 PM first and foremost, why must the cigarette price increase!!! damn, its hurting my pocket man... haaa .. screw the government....
somethigns i realised abt myself.. times flies, and its been abt a year... or rather more than a year since i have done my "part time" job... so fast time flies in a way....things have changed too.... someitmes i think ack abt my past, abt how i was so easily satisfied with my simple life... realy simple, and i was a happy man(and if u were to ask me, i would kill to get back those days.. those go home jus play soccer days~~ maybe i should be peter pan huh?)... but now, everything is sooo boring man.. nothing to look forward to anymore, so F boring... like, really can, there is one thing i thought could be kinda interesting~~ and my mother scolded me for ever thinking of tht!! she says will have retribution one.. haaa... yeah, i guess so in a way man.. my dad is the 13th child in his family and is the the oldest, gueess wad happened to his 12 brothers? all died... and why? heres the story man(how the hell i talk until here i also dun knoe man!! hahah) :
once upon a time ...... =D .... my grandfather when he was young, he saw a chicken(no pun intended, haha) with her chicks, yeah 12 of them, and gues wad he did, he took some stones and aim the chick's head until all 12 small chicks died... the mother chicken was spared though... concidencienly .. the same happen to my grandfather and this is a real story!....
saw the power chick again man... but today not chio man.. the typical office work clothes.. eeeeee..... haaa, i was telling abt my frens abt this chick and u knoe wad they all suggested? jus go talk to her la.. i am like, wtf, i am only 20 and wad if she is like 26? hahaha.. maybe one day when the right time comes.. haha... everyday is a day, u do your normal things, but along the way, miracles do happen.. here's why i think so, last time i awalys u knoe, go to sch like normal days, late for sch,etc, and then one day it was different! the girl i was interested was late too.. haaa, so tactic abit and open the door for her upon reaching class.. yeah, and the rest was history(although she did say tht when i open the door she never even felt anything.. haha *dope* wad a loser am i... ahaha! :D).. haaa.. kinda irony how we ended up, cause i remmeber sawing this chick when i was younger and i thought she's kinda hot but then i had a gf, so u knoe, jus restrain myself... and god knoes, it happened.. but its also over now.. =)..
talking abt girls, last wednesday i met my blind date at zouk.. yeah, she looks kinda not bad, damn fair, and the bod, is really world class man but the teeth ah, haiz.. haha.. but her height is.. erm.. 175/177? lol.. yeah, thts fucking tall man... didnt dance with her or anything like tht, suppose to buy her a drink, but i was kinda turned off, dun kneo why, jus doesnt appeal, perhaps the girl is not chio enuff?? haha.. dun kneo, and i guess of course she is kinda turned off in a way.. cause i am really short!!! hahaha... in the end we deceided to go ack to our frens man.. her english ahz, damn powerkind ,she talk and i was like again? so many times! ex- st'nic girls ahz... or was it ex-chij? fuck it... maybe one of these days ask her for lunch since she is working at milliena and i am at suntec, never hurts to make frens right? :)
Andry at 12:29 PM
one month ago, my gal pal, u kneo, she was kinda crazy into this guy, all she can do was always ask me, hey how ah how ah.. blah bleah blah.. and then best, next thing i go to her webby, she is attached to another guy.. like so fast man? wtf.. like "heloo"... i dun knoe, i think its really becoming norm in a way.. no more conventional sociaty anymore i would say? jus perhaps liberal.. wtf.. wadever man.. cant believe it.. she was somewad really crazy over tht guy and now... damn... out of point man...
wadever, this society, i dun think its acceptable...
wad happened to the love tht when we were children believe in it? the love where u think tht the one is the one, all abt waiting and forgiving, call me naive perhaps but is it all abt the fuking partner being a better package and jump boat?
personally im disgusted, big time.
hopefully there is more to the story than meets the eye, i am feeling disgusted by her behaviour man.
i dun think there is anything wrong as in there are different theories tht one set for themselves and stuff, but to me, this is my theory!
Andry at 3:07 PM damn, suddenly i realised tht i am like 21 this year? not only tht mate, its like, so i am certified to date those working colleagues of mine? haha.. yeah, come to think abt it, when i graduate, i can.. and somehow all along i thought, eh, andry they 2 old for u man.. but then again.. hmmm..
why i thought until here is because :
yesterday on my way home, yeah i saw the "leopard panties" girl again at the bus home, was kinda surprised to see her u knoe, its like i thought not gonna see her anymore.. and u knoe wad, u knoes tht i have always been checking her out, and this time, u see, this is the funny thing, she knoes i am checking her out, but yet she still keep looking at me if i am checking her out..(like even turn her head 90 degrees to check if i am checking her out)
wad does this tells u man? i dun knoe, its like, hey, if someone really awful were to check me out, nah, i wun even bother, but if the girl is of some quality, then perhaps different man.. and i was thinking, nah afterall she is 2 old, but then again as i thought, wad 2 old? i am also gonna start earning my own money and stuff, so where got still old! like "hello"... ok la, will keep up to date u guys if she really checking me out 2, maybe i was jus being over-sensitive.... haha.. maybe i was wrong la.. hehe.. but 2 bad in a way la, cause u kneo wad, i have someone in my mind now... =)..hehe
Andry at 1:14 PM so as i was talking abt this "cute fren" of mine tht this "about me" is damn funny.. its even funnier now... go check it out... his "who i wanna meet also damn funny".. lol.. enjoy
http://www.friendster.com/user.jsp?id=5682341
Andry at 9:38 AM yesterday on my way home, i was jus walking and somehow, i dun knoe, i asked myself this question, "wad if my dad is to go bankrupt now?"(my dad is doing exceptional well now, jus tht i am thinking of the wad ifs only ;) )...
and it really frightened me a lot.. imagine if he were to be bankrupt, i would be unable to go get my degree, and i will be stuck with my diploma, and tht would mean i will be earning 1500 SGD a month, after rental(choose the cheap area) i will be left with 1250? after food cost, i will be left with 700 savings a month? and tht is on hard core savings like no clubbing, no eating out at even those middle class restaurant.. one year, i will save 8000 SGD... and tht is not a lot of money at all... also the condition of my standard of living will drop really really bad jus to save tht amt of money... and it jus sort of make me realised tht, afterall, i think i am still nobody,~~ for now, i will think i will be still able to become really successful with some of the plans i have in mind, basically into the bird nest business my father has been in recently.. and really, without tht, i think i will have to start from stratch, and really work hard from 8 2 5 job to get promotion and then after tht save money, so tht next time can have the money for investment....
afterall al these thoughts racing through my mind, i jus realised, tht i should really work hard and stuff... u knoe, really if the one day of "wad if" comes.. how?
of course now tht i am still leading a luxurious lifestyle in a way, still cant make me really work hard like for my studies attachment, perhaps only when "wad if" had happened, then the hard working andry will come out, for now, as much as i knoe the consequences, somehow, still cannot bring myself to realy work hard YET....
thts why perhaps, maybe afterall as they said, spoilt rich kids, yeah, i think i am one, in a way.... i admit it man..
but at least, i have grown to realised this... there is more to elaorate, but aint gonna bored u guys, so thts all for today folks.. =)
Andry at 5:04 PM the previous blog i blog, i stated tht i dun wanna go clubbing for the next 2 week yeah? hahah.. irony, see, the situation is tht now, i have a room in concorde from wednesday till friday!!! ya!! how cool is tht.. hehe.. so i think most proably should be heading down to zouk on wed/fri(and hopefully the one who recommended me there is correct, tht the musics great.. hehe)? and then after chill out in concorde.. yeah.. (damn and i am not suppose to be clubbing, damn!)...
most probably weds cannot cause still got work, but then friday, hehehehehe.. can, although work on saturday, its half day la, so its okkkk man.. hehe.. gonna start asking people.. but, errr, kinda lack of girls in my grp lehz.. muahhaha... nvm, if really no chicks, then whack on tht night la.. haha..
hopefully the mood to "whack" will be there.. muahahahaha... since i am single, so why not right?? hahah =D
ok, after this week, no clubbing ok!! ok andry? =P
Andry at 1:04 PM monday blues monday blues.... yeah, sucky man....
i am not gonna go club for the next errr, 2 weeks ok? ya... damn sick of it, for the past few weeks its like, i dun knoe man... it jus feel shity... time for some movies instead all.. good clean nice healthy lifestyle.. tht is somehow more appealing to me man.. and clubbinggggg, i think clubing once a month is better man... overclub, and u dun enjoy it anymore.. haha... basically stand there and stone... damn...
ok la, nothing much to blog, jus blog cause damn fuking bored in office, no job, nothing, and lazy to use my brain cells to play my chess...
Andry at 10:27 AM i told my brother tht i dun understand some things in life.. and why is it like tht?
oh well, he says, somethings jus cannot be understood, instead look from it from the un-understanding point of view.. meaning, like, jus dun try to understand, instead, try to accept it instead of understanding it... well, i guess some things are like tht... maybe sometimes i tend to look too much to the practical side when i dun understand things, cause everything somehow have a reason i believe.. but somethings although with reason, u still cannot gifure it out as tht is e way things works man.. and yeah, jus gotta somehow try to undertand it from the un-understanding point of view...
have u ever like walk down the streets alone, listen to your music, and somehow thoughts filled your mind and then tears come down? .. yeah, as i was walking home to take a bus jus now from my frens wedding, thts wad happened.. somethings perhaps are jus sad, so sad in my perspective.
every problem somehow can be sloved, but then again, wad if the only solution holds no solution?
be strong yeah? i have tried and and acted tht numberous of time, looking happy on the outside, but yet deep inside, it feels so fucked up, and all u wanna do is pick up then damn cigareete and smoke it, and i hate smoking, it sucks, wasting my life and money, but then, its the only short term remedy to cool off all tht feelings tht u go through...
maybe afterall, i am jus at the "crossroads"? hopefully i am, and with tht, time will guide me through...
recently there is somewad a target in my mind.. i find her actractive and there is some chemistry between us, but then again, i dun knoe, i dun wan a relationship, frens would be better, u knoe wad they say abt u dun wanna lose tht special someone so tht u be frens instead? yeah, tht is the way i wanna keep it.. i knoe i do stand a gd chance i would say, but then, nope, i aint gonna do it... andry NO!.. tht is the biggest pandora box u can open man!.. if it really happens, complications X 100 times... and i dun wan tht man..
Andry at 5:49 PM its funny how girls really like get hitched up straight after a break up within a few moments.. yeah.. not talking abt 1 example but a few instead...well, i guess thts the way it is la.. well, gotta admit tht now my 2nd ex got attached and yeah, u knoe kinda jealous in a way too.. hehe.. a bit only la... but i guess thts natural.... =)
u knoe wad i say, i realli in my heart happy for her.. she deserves one better, she was a gd gf and i am saying this as she deserve the credit. of course in our relationship there was somethings tht did not meet eye to eye la, but overall i would say she is a gd gf .. =).. she deserves one that can love her whole heartedly..
its also funny when u knoe, when it comes to EXs, there is jus this awkward feeling of writing testimonial or something like tht? yeah, i have frens tht are somewhat err, jus delete the frenster link, cause apparently its hurtful and its not tht only la, although supposely frens already, somehow, still in a situation where by they still dun add each other.. perhaps each ownself willingly knoe tht its jus weird in a way.. irony is tht in the past, closer than fren u might say.. =).. strange huh? same spot 2... hehe.. :P
and why issit tht when one let go of the relationship first, he will be called bastard/bitches? why? can anyone explain?
anyway, no one gives a fuck yeah? haha..
Andry at 4:39 PM normally i do not do 2 blogs in a day, but somethings been making feel like i wanna blog abt this incident for ages and everytime forgot abt it, and today, as i remember, i shall blog abt it...
occasionally when i go down to the foot of suntec to have a cigarette break, i will see a girl, sitting at the starbucks sits, alone, with discman, headphone, without ordering coffee, singing to empty air(without sound coming out), looking at the "fountain of wealth", shes not pretty and if u were to put it bluntly, she is awful.. like perhaps 2/3 out of 10 rating?
looking at her, it saddens me. it saddens me because out there in this world, there are people tht is suffering so much.. i can understand why she is there doing this occasionally, and without any frens and perhaps cant afford the coffee as she is poor? she is abt 17 years old i suppose... i aint gonna elaborate much, but it was sad to see this happening... sometimes i jus feel like going up to her and jus ask her, are u like ok?.. but it never happened. could it have made her felt worse or something like tht? i dun knoe man... and it sets me to another thinking, some girls, u knoe, they are poor but they are pretty and because of that, they are able to get "good" quality guys and able to pamper them and in fact sometimes to the point of having the guys do their bidding... and the difference between this 2 is? prettyness... its ridiculous and its sad 2, but wad to do?
its sad.
Andry at 2:45 PM
jus read finish an article abt putin and wad he did... somehow he is jus a government with tyranny in him, but yet in a way i am always very intrigued by these ruthless governor.. hitler, stalin,etc... its jus amazing in a way they control the country to themselve. its like its in the hand off one.. i dun knoe where i am getting at, but all these tyranny somewhat interest me...
i think a country tht is being tyrannise is also far off better than a democratic country as tht country would be able to achieve its goals faster. but of course at a cost of the human living standard though.
russia somewhat have not failed to delivery scorns of tyrannys...
rich and interesting history the country...
history makes u smarter.. it does... u learn from other peoples mistakes, u learn wad tactic is applicable.. =)....
bombings before elections has always seems to have a great effects on the election outcomes... amazing way things work sometimes... hitlers landslide victory, and now the spainish government..
Andry at 9:57 AM the last time i blogged was at saturday after noon.. now its monday afternoon... 2 days difference, but yet somehow its like, damn, saturday was like a month ago!.. yeah, its only 2 days but it feels like i have lived like a month already!!..
why is it so man.. hmm... perhaps jus too much activity for the past few days thus making me feel like i have done so much things yeah? could be i suppose...
my sister has arrive from indonesia to join the south east asia event.. u knoe the cable car thingy.. haha, 1st prize is 50000$.. yeahz, hopefully she wins man.. and guess wad, i am the victim, i have to get her a scrabble now! like striaght after work and deliver to her concorde hotel, cause apparently she needs a good rest.. wtf.. lucky she my sistar, so i shall be nice to her and get her her stuff and deliver to the doorsteps of her hotel.. damn, its tiring.. =(... no choice...
10 more mins to go before i move my candy ass!! heheheh...
Andry at 5:02 PM i think this i sbloody hella funny.. i saw it from a book called "dot in the universal" .. of course my history with the name makes it funnier for me, du knoe if u guys can appreciate the joke.. enjoy
What's it like to be named 'john' anyway? To be for ever one amongst so many. What does it say about your PARENTS? Did they find you boring FROM BIRTH? Or did they just want you to fit in with the crowd?(Why is THAT a good thing?) Does it give you HUMILITY to be named 'john'? Are you always sure your friend knoe WHICH 'john' they're talking to?
lmao
thank god my name is Andry..
Andry at 3:18 PM sometimes the people u care for, when u see them sad, or hurt, or bullied, u will feel the same way as they feel...
apparently my brother is really sad these few days.. everything going haywire for him... and yesterday he was so sad tht for the first time he ever messgae me " brother, i realli damn sad now..i lost my mp3"... and somehow the feel for him is there, its like the sadness alsoo affected me, and i felt jus as sad... and today he asked me out for a movie, and yeah, movie we shall go.. jus the 2 of us i supposed?? no partying tonight 2, tomolo got work also man... maye ask "ice cream" boy to come along... and of course movie is cheaper than most entertainment nowadays.. =) ..
sometimes i see "ice cream" boy hanging out with my frens more these few days, i feel better for him.. cause apparently his frens tht he was hanging with takes drugs weekly and he did take E already... so, perhaps this would be heathlier for him la.. of course my frens takes some shit like grass la, but tht is not as bad as designers drugs.. and also our frequency is not tht much.. and i have yet to try it! damn.. my brothers telling moi frens not to let me try, but he himself try already.. so am i worse off or he? haaaa.... come to think abt it, all these people, they were scholars.. yeah, can u believe it? damn scholars taking drugs.. damn.. wad an irony..hahah.. =)...
gonna donate $$$ to my brother, poor thing.. =/.. and he is my brother, as they said, blood is thicker than water man.. and although the sum can do quite a lot of things, but seriously, speaking, i keep the money as my savings also no point.. its times like these tht u need to help, especially those tht u love.. my surgery can wait still =)..
money is important but it aint everything.. =)
Andry at 11:25 AM hhaha, last friday my manager banged me and asked me to be earlier for work.. which i did for the past few days.. and yeah, she told me straigh in the face jus a few moment ago and says she appreciate it with a smile.. yeahz, it feels good to be appreciated man.. =).. hehe....
this 8 2 5 job is really freaking boring man.. damn sianzz... liek really really super duper boring... wadever.. even the chick tht i used to see when i go home, saw her drving already!! so wun have the chance to see her anymore..haha... its really damn sickening here... yeah, and somehow, the past few times i saw her, she didnt strike me anymore, same for a few other suntec chicks i first saw and was stunned by them... guess looks are only superficial, and it wun last long for a relationship.. i htink character will be more important for a relationship man.. yea... of coruse u still needs the looks to attract before u will chase her la, but a point will come to where the looks will look norm u see, and there is where character and chemistry comes into play.. yeah.. =)..~~~ my theory though..
anyway, so yeah, thnking wad am i gonna do for the futre again man... should i leave for aussie this june or feb? i really dun knoe... its like i think, if i stay untill feb, wtf am i gonna do? work(slogh like dog) and party at weekends? hey, somehow partying can get boring too( and its not worth it to slog 5 days to enjoy a day~~ and who knoes tht day could also screwed uped )... there aint much to look forward already man... in a way... wadever u name it, most probably i think i have done it.. sooo.. nothign much also la... something still interest me and might have the power to make me stay for it.. but then, depends on situation, i dun see any improvement coming... soo.. yeah.. confusing huh... moreever if i had to stay, not only i have to shift again i suppose(i had shifted twice since last year), not again, its really tiring.. so.. well, dun knoe man.. it sucks.... maye i should jus get out of this place asap la... killing me slowly man.. this place.. slowly..
Andry at 10:19 AM damn, jus took an IQ test and i got 117 for it... aint high, neither its low.. jus normal i suppose huh.. u all kneo the averagE?
today has got to be the worst day at work man.. so freaking tired, and like running nose all the way man! damn, will not be going down to zouk tonight, tht is for sure man... look at my state now, damn... goona die any moment.. yesterday lets see, slept for 2 hours? and woke up cause cant sleep... and in the end, ended up talking on the phone.. man.. its been long since i had a long talk on the phone man... i dun knoe for peoples, but for me personally, its not everyone u can talk to on the phone man.. like some people, when u talk, its like the most 10 mins? 20 mins? i guess it takes both parties in a way to communicate in a fun and non boring manner and of course importantly able to click la.. =)..
there are times when i can feel my heart like got squeezed hard, but not till the point of reathing problems.. but is this a new sign of heart diesease?
is the world really tht "dog eat dog?"... disappointed with the world man.. naive i am, but let it be, peter pan i shall become... ok, thts crap.. hahaha.. =D
Andry at 2:05 PM was reading my first few entries of my blog(since the new layout)... reading it reminds me of how i was abt 6 months ago.. although only six months, yeah, can see the difference in a way man...
one funny thing though is tht i dun remember i used to think like tht until i read it man... i guess, in a way, people do forget abt who they are and stuff.. or rather who they were... in a ever changing self, polishing to a finishing article, yet be it better or worse, that depends on u.. u make yoru choices in life... yeah...
nothing much to blog, today havent even do a single work load... and its almost time to knock off.. yeah.. so damn slack, was playing chess all the way since morning man... yep.. thts abt it.. =)..
Andry at 4:47 PM well well.. wad a sunday man... sunny sunday with nothing to do.. cept laundries.. tons of them.. =D..
wanted to go for tanning today, but then.. haiz.. cant, i look like lobster now!! yeah.. reddish... 4/5 hours in the sun yesterday? haaa, normally i dun do tanning, but sometimes u jus gotta admit tht the mood jus comes yeah? todays one of those days...volleyball competition and yeah, ivps won the competition.. was there watching.. sort of got bluffed to get there! ha, i though wad shoik event, and turn out go there to watch people play volleyball instead of chilling out!.. damn.. but it was pretty good, really, the final was jus amazing... the dark horse VS the favs.. the socre tied 2-1... yeah... everyone was supporting the dark horse man, cause dark horse compromise of a trainie for IVP and jus some other noobs, whreas favourites was compromised of IVPs players(u can imagine the difference), 3 a side though... IVP- inter varasity *dun knoe wad la*.. hehe.. =D
ok guys, u must check this out ok!!! this song is created and sang by my fren... his name is chairen!! so pls give some support!! hhee.. i htink the songs kinda nice, only the singing a bit cock.. hahaha.. but overall i think its not bad.. the lyrics makes some sense too.. the story line "When you have had enough of people who forget their mistakes,rewind their actions and do them all over again...you'll have to walk away."~~~ it makes me feel guilty in a way man... how many of u ahve keep doing it so many times until the one left? yeah.. this songs says it all and makes me regret and feel guilt.. wads done has been done, and u cant change the fact, perhaps u can try your best to get back to where it was.. but it all depends, its not on your hands anymore.. =).. enjoy the song..
http://www.soundclick.com/bands/writePage.cfm?myType=music&bandid=120779&bandnamesave=chairen
ps: there is 2 songs, to listen, click on "hi-fi" or "lo-fi".. tell me nice or not k?.. hehe.. ciaoz. the one i talking abt is th one on top!
if ya thin its good, leave your comments on the tag board! i'm gonna ask him to see all the people who thinks its great ok..=).. ciaoz.
Andry at 5:32 PM seems like i am the one of those few daily bloggers... haha... kinda ironic man....
well, cheeky monkeys yesterfday was kinda... i dun knoe man... the music greats, although mostly whites and blacks... but somehow the mood was jus not therr man.. had my fav burbon coke, some shots, but still like tht... worst part is, looking at chicks, and they never turn me on for the first time in dun knoe how long!! like, thye jus dun turn me on!!i dun knoe man... wadsup with me man..
in fact yesterday was the 1st time i had been sober since ages at club, and so for the first time with my ultra poor eyesight, i am able to focus wad really goes on in the club.. hehe.. yeah, its all abt guys picking girls up... yep.. saw quite a few, nah, they resisst a bit first, then in the end, hugging the guys already.. hey, call me old fashion if u must, but somehow it disgusts me... like, the thoughts of really having one night stand, it turns me off man(at least for now, future i dun knoe man)....eeeee
its funny how when u go with different grp of people, different expectations level and image u gotta mantain.. going out with my this grp, actually only 2 of my frens i know, the rest is dun knoe one man, but they really friendly, and they are all like walking hormonoes i tell ya... but if i go to zouk with my zouk frens, i dun even dare to pick up any or attempt cause somehow i kneo this is shamless in their eyes, or "desperate" i should say.. but what the heck man?
ok, better go get ready for central beach else i will miss out the fun!!!! haaa.. ciaoz!
Andry at 9:20 AM 3 choices with my savings now:
1st- open internet website- might not be successful be it were, then i am fed for life when i am in australia... duh and more importantly no need to work part time... yes, my dad doesnt gives me enuff, so thts why always scouring for my own k... of course legality issue is invloved too, but tht gotta be checked out with my fren.. =)
2nd- go for plastic surgery, rhinoplaster, abt 2k la.. but then cannot play soccer i think, =(... if play i think gotta wear a mask already!!! haaaa... vanity i see in me.. haha...
3rd- jus use the money for leisure... which i dun think its very productive for the future... so how man?
how?
today on my way to work, a car drv passed me, and one guy waving, err, i cant really see who the hell is he, but yeah, gotta be the kids i play soccer with on sundays.... and tht sets me to a thinking, fuck man... why? if only my parents here, then i no need to suffer like now, damn... like really man, can u imagine, gotta do my bedsheets, my laundry, iron, wash clothes(and i still do not knoe how to remove stains!! anyone pls?), clean my house... grrr, and no car and eat out! cant even remeber how to cook my fav prawns already... so long.. last time i cooked asian cusine, haa, gotta be a year ago man... haaa... dope!... its irritating man..
but of course i have no one to nag at me la... but thts abt it.. i cant even ask for extra pocket money like all my other frens can... haiz... like dun knoe wad like tht...
but come to think abt it, my dad spent abt averrage 1500$ on me a month.... tht is 7.5 million rupiah... and for a degree holder working in indo, the pay is abt 1million rupiah(200 sgd) a month..... so.. i cant really complain also la... haiz, jus gotta depend on my own man and earn my own la... no chioce la..i guess its jus part and parcel of life.. =)... there are people worse off than me, so i shaldnt complain.. "yeah, andry, u should not and instead be thankful"... ya ya.. =/
check this out, it sent a chill up my spine.. http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/top/story/0,4136,53425,00.html?
Andry at 9:17 AM jus deleted a perhaps 1000 word entry?
on my way to my office, i walked pass security guard.. he looks liek the bad guy from fifth element.. the hair almost the same... haaa.. damn funny.. can imagine his life, jus stone there for hours... damn.. imagine u are a guard..
yay, tomolo friday, god, finnaly can have a break and go party.. hee, cheeky monks the venue for tomolo man.. the last time i went there, damn it, noone was there.. total only like 10 people in the pub... ha, i guess it jus opened at tht time yeah? .. hopefully tomolo gonna be happening... =).. eh, wad ami thinking, how to not happening when u have alcohol and niger musics? hahaa... =)..
Andry at 11:09 AM guided was i by one, the changed is ever present now , and tht sets me to a thinking... confusing it has to be and it breaks to see new deceit....good boy been the right, but attainable it is not if a good boy u be, though its only theories of mine... thickness in irony as the story unfolds...
Andry at 12:58 PM first and foremost, why must the cigarette price increase!!! damn, its hurting my pocket man... haaa .. screw the government....
somethigns i realised abt myself.. times flies, and its been abt a year... or rather more than a year since i have done my "part time" job... so fast time flies in a way....things have changed too.... someitmes i think ack abt my past, abt how i was so easily satisfied with my simple life... realy simple, and i was a happy man(and if u were to ask me, i would kill to get back those days.. those go home jus play soccer days~~ maybe i should be peter pan huh?)... but now, everything is sooo boring man.. nothing to look forward to anymore, so F boring... like, really can, there is one thing i thought could be kinda interesting~~ and my mother scolded me for ever thinking of tht!! she says will have retribution one.. haaa... yeah, i guess so in a way man.. my dad is the 13th child in his family and is the the oldest, gueess wad happened to his 12 brothers? all died... and why? heres the story man(how the hell i talk until here i also dun knoe man!! hahah) :
once upon a time ...... =D .... my grandfather when he was young, he saw a chicken(no pun intended, haha) with her chicks, yeah 12 of them, and gues wad he did, he took some stones and aim the chick's head until all 12 small chicks died... the mother chicken was spared though... concidencienly .. the same happen to my grandfather and this is a real story!....
saw the power chick again man... but today not chio man.. the typical office work clothes.. eeeeee..... haaa, i was telling abt my frens abt this chick and u knoe wad they all suggested? jus go talk to her la.. i am like, wtf, i am only 20 and wad if she is like 26? hahaha.. maybe one day when the right time comes.. haha... everyday is a day, u do your normal things, but along the way, miracles do happen.. here's why i think so, last time i awalys u knoe, go to sch like normal days, late for sch,etc, and then one day it was different! the girl i was interested was late too.. haaa, so tactic abit and open the door for her upon reaching class.. yeah, and the rest was history(although she did say tht when i open the door she never even felt anything.. haha *dope* wad a loser am i... ahaha! :D).. haaa.. kinda irony how we ended up, cause i remmeber sawing this chick when i was younger and i thought she's kinda hot but then i had a gf, so u knoe, jus restrain myself... and god knoes, it happened.. but its also over now.. =)..
talking abt girls, last wednesday i met my blind date at zouk.. yeah, she looks kinda not bad, damn fair, and the bod, is really world class man but the teeth ah, haiz.. haha.. but her height is.. erm.. 175/177? lol.. yeah, thts fucking tall man... didnt dance with her or anything like tht, suppose to buy her a drink, but i was kinda turned off, dun kneo why, jus doesnt appeal, perhaps the girl is not chio enuff?? haha.. dun kneo, and i guess of course she is kinda turned off in a way.. cause i am really short!!! hahaha... in the end we deceided to go ack to our frens man.. her english ahz, damn powerkind ,she talk and i was like again? so many times! ex- st'nic girls ahz... or was it ex-chij? fuck it... maybe one of these days ask her for lunch since she is working at milliena and i am at suntec, never hurts to make frens right? :)
Andry at 12:29 PM
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