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"if i could i tell the world jus one thing, it would be "we're all ok", not to worry cause worry is wasteful and useless in times like these...."
-jewel ...... =)
Andry at 3:53 PM apparently there is a new colleague of mine man... she kinda hot... but my kinda la.. real tall.. haha.. anyway, tht is not the focus, the focus is tht, today is her first day of work and she already brought food for the manager and colleagues... my first impression? tactic only ah ~~ kinda fake man.... haha, dun care, at least i got free food.. haha..
yesterday finally i found my primary sch in frenster.. and yeah, makes me look back on all the old frens.. haha... and when i message them saying hey, still remmeer me, all of them response, are u "zhong ping"... which reminded me i was used to called by my chinese name till i went to my sec sch.. haha... and yeah, kinda surprised to see my childhood fren gotten married already!!.. never ask details but i guess it jus gotta be shotgun... well... lifes like tht mate... every one takes a turn in their life one way or the other... the girl whom is married, she is a very pretty girl, freaking rich(i rmemeber going her house once)~ stays at cancery lane, bunglow and swimming pool as big as my condo's... but wad a way to kinda start her 20 year old life man.... hopefully she did marry the guy whom she loves too, not jus for the sake of the child man...
hopefully god knoes wad he is doing to peoples life.. haha.. =P..
Andry at 1:06 PM well, recently i have been trying to start out my own laptop business or rather reseller... it failed as there were lots of enquiries but no firm order...
anyway, today i received and email stating interest of 2 different model of 5 each... i have cut down profit margin to 300 per unit instead of my 500... today is the make or break day... yeahz man... so hopefully my plan to earn quick bucks can be successful...
this one is a big timer man, stating for a start, i would like 5 each... haaa... well, i dare not take the risk, at most i order 2 for him 1st man... too risky jus incase he dont buy.. yeah... seems like i realise afterall there is a good venue to advertise for free!!! yeah man....
come on, keep the money coming!!! then i can go for my plastic surgery!! haha.. :D...
Andry at 11:17 AM today was like any other ordinary day man... go work late 15 mins, then lunch, and then have a chat with my fren.... well, he is a muslim and we are talking abt religion and stuff..... and i found out a new story... here it goes..
apparently why the palestines is so keen to get israel is beacause of one reason... the hanging stone in mid air.. yeah, i knoe u dun believe it, neither do i.. but apparently the stong is always a few cm off the ground without abt support.. and it is considered sacred in the views of both the jewish and of course the palestines.... so of course the palestine would love to get their hands on the precious stone, and acclaiming tht the land was theirs since the beginning of time, tht was the reason why until today, peace has not found a way to their country...
and for certain, some countries can visit israel to see the stone, but not muslim countries.. i would love to see the stone.. but i am an indonesian, so i dun knoe if i am qualified.... this is must see in life.. yeah... thts abt it man....
i was also listen to the "laws" of god.. one special thing was said, thou shall not do adultery... yeah, imagine u fuck other peoples wife, how does it feels if it happens to u man...
life is really complicated, with also many wonderful things to see in life man.. like this stone, its amazing...
one more issue tht i would liek to say in my point of view too, like so many people out there can be telling me advices la, dun do this and tht, but then come to themselve, they themselve disappoint u by doing the things... so many examples but i too lazy to say it.. if u had been through it, u would have agree, there are many people out there tht are like tht......
a few days back:
my parents called me and was talking to me abt certain issue in my life... i aint gonna talk abt it as its kinda private, but wad i realised is tht maybe i had be all along growing up alone, with all guys environment with jus advices with frens of my age.. and i grew up on those theories i learnt....
but tht day when i talk to my parents, they told me something tht made me so guilty in a way... i realised tht without parents, u can actually go astray easily... yeah.. no one to advice u, there is also no one to give u the love tht u need... yeah... staying in a hostel with my gurdian did guide me quite a bit, but now tht i am staying alone, its difference.... no love, jus a room out there, having lunch/dinner alone... u knoe how it feels? i doubt most of u will really feel it as because u more or less have parents/relatives with u...
i can feel so much different when i am back home in indo.. in indo, although there is so much lesser to do(cause dun have internet at all!!), but the boredom is never there.. my mum will be there, my sis if i ask her, she will take me around the city, to cosy places, weird places, and everything.. its so provided there, except tht somehow jus everytime go back, have to quarrel with my dad.. well, no choice, its really me against the world in a way... learning to grow on my own... yeah.. :)
sorry for making everything so summarised..=)..ciaoz
Andry at 1:02 PM there is so many things tht i would love to write man... my theories, and my space to write wadever i wan... i wanna write a topic abt "love", "frenster", "my poker", "side effects of gambling", "how times have changed all things", and my "sadness" as a human being.. yeah... i wan to do a sub page for u knoe my blog at the top, "frens", but i dun knoe how to make a new page la!!! can any1 help me pls?? damn it...
then i can have a section of my theories!!! hahaha.... my words of wisdom, or rather the words of wisdom of a "green" 20 years old guy.. =P
people, -smile- ... the day is young and life is ever changing, its a cycle of life, u might be the bottom of time, but u never know how time changes things... all things..... all things......
may god bless my frenjason... haha.. he got an accident on valentines day.. hehe... hope he recovers fast man..!
OSAMA:
was reading abt an article abt osama's troop being eridicated of 2/3 since 11/9..... the best part was, he anticipated tht and he had already groom the future leaders for the future, and these "leaders" apparently is able to work independantly.... i do admire his brains, i would have never thought of him being to already anticipated the troops of his being eradicated and already training the next batch..... although evil he is, a leader will always be a leader, for a reason... and tht is why he is a leader now... yeah...
Andry at 2:36 PM i am currently looking at my frenster man.... and this fren of mine, i htink of him as a very cute fellow and his really short and stuff... and his "abt me" :
"Me arh....?Not much to describe lah.Mmmm...i dunno wat the hell happen;till now so old already still so short look like small kid.got trouble finding partner leh...hahaha....I can be very funny but then sometimes can be very boring...very boring until u can die...wat else arh....??a bit talkative sometimes...i got one bad thing bout myself that is i very stingy...hehehe...I think that's all lor...dunno wat to write liao...U all help me to describe myself by writing testimonial.thx... ;-) "
i think to myself, this guy so cute confirm can find girls wad... but then again, well, i guess its not abt being cute and shit man... its somethingn else... oh well, wad point am i trying to make here? i dun knoe.. hehe...
anyway, as i was having a puff, i saw the leaves move.. move in a circular manner jus like "american beauty" where one part tht the "camera man" was taking a video of "living plastic".... yeah... it was a circular movement when the leaves moved... and for tht, somehow, it looked so beautiful man.. really....
why did i buy my pack of cigarettees!!! now since the last time i blog, 8 sticks already!! damn it... i think i wll smoke more when i buy a pack... damn it!!
here's a dirty one:
on my way back to work, i saw this chick tht i have been seeing for days man... really dressing super nice kind.. u knoe those english kind? yeah.. really power.. and she looks hell gorgeous too man... anyway, ack to story :-... so i was taking a feeder bus to city hall mrt, and apparently she took the same bus too and apparantly she sat beside me too.. we were sitting at the last sit of the bus man.. upon reaching the destination, she had to go down cause she was sitting the outer seat, and so she stand up(she was wear a jeans la) and of course i had to go down too so i was facing her but was still sitting down.. and guess wad, i saw her undies cause her jeans wad so low!... wait! its not a normal unides... even the undies was like fucking power... u knoe it was a thong and not jus your normal tthong.. its the thong with the leapord spots design.... fuck man!! and i think apparently she knew here jeans were damn low cause she was trying to adjust up so hastily when going down the bus.. i guess she knew i saw it 2... but aint my fault ... ;P... this babe, fucking power!!! rating for her is 8.75/10..
Andry at 10:29 AM okkk... quite happy with myself... since the previous blog, i had taken again only 1 stick of cigarette... yeah... its not tht difficult after all, but the temptations are there man...
haaa, ironically, i think this time i wun be able to finish my budget anymore.. hehe, tht is if i quit my smoking man.... good! then i can save money for my surgery... my nose!.. damn it, why did i go for the fight and led to a broken dented nose!!???!!... arrgh!!!... damn it..
Andry at 3:27 PM since tht day at andrienn's party... havent touch a single or rather jus taken one stick of cigarette so far.... suddenly i jus feel like quiting this cigarette shit man... its gonna be lunch time, and i aint gonna buymy next pack of cigarette.... freak balls, at the party, i dun kneo how many shit cigareets i have smoke, but i knoe i had over dose and it doesnt felt right.....
and recently i have een having sore throat... so yeahz, screw the cigarette... my normal in take was abt 7 sitcks? its actually not a lot if compared to the other smokers, ut i dun knoe, it kinda sucks after smoking for a while and its like u dun enjoy the "high" and relazation it gives man...
so the verdict- quit it, and only when party or fucking stress then smoke... haha..
Andry at 11:28 AM the end is the beginning of a new era... tht sums up all tht has happened, jus too fast and too furious tht i didnt even knew wad it me, and then, suddenly, okkkk... its over! mutual i suppose.. haha...was there a phrase saying cats have 9 lifes or 7? if it was seven, then i must have been a cat.. haha.. cause the eighth time aint gonna happen no more..=)...
for a moment jus now, i could felt the depression setting in, but now i am not feeling anything, jus trying to hang on, andry, u can do it!!! yeah... u live to be strong not a weakling man... come on andry!!! come on!!... muahahaha...
high chance tonight go zouk to club.. yeah... its been long man, time to party people!!! fire lambogini!! hehehe..
Andry at 2:47 PM suddenly i remember a few nights ago the topics tht was discussed while i was semi concious going to sleep.... apparently, my brother's fren has got a bf in US... she is currently studying there and she is dating a small time porn star guy whom apprantly does a show once a year only.. but the pay is 5000$us per show... and therfore imagine those famous sluts, wad would their pay be like for per show? haha..30000$usd? and not to mention them keep doing so many shows here and there man.. haha...
and yes, mr jacky, u seems to know me quite a bit huh? perhaps u might wanna tell me like how u manage to know abt me and my blog address? i'm curious... and of course u are a singaporean yourself as i dun suppose it was from the "recent blog" hits cause i can see from your ip address... so will ya tell me huh? =)
yesterday i did not won my big sweep... 9 dollars down the drain.. haha... wads the odds of winning a lottery in your life?
70 yrs old(assuming age u die) = 840 months.... and chacne of winning lottery= 1 in 5,000,000.... thus probabilty of winning is 840/5,000,000 == 0.000168.... theoricatly to win, u must buy 60,000 tickets per month to win in your life time.. haha
Andry at 12:56 PM well, currently, the subject is... to go aussie in july or feb? i dun knoe.. i wanna go to the july one, aint gonna waste my time here slacking and stuff.. its not productive.. imagine if i were to stay here and work the mean time, 1500 X 6 months = 9000.... but 2400 for rental, and food leh? andother 3600... and tht lefts me with 2 k for entertainment... is tht worth it? work like dog from 8 2 5 pm and then spend it on entertainment in the weekends.... out of point... was thinking instead go back indo to help my dad and learnt the ropes of the bird nest trade... but there is one major problem though.. somehow, will always quarrel with my dad.. somehow...
my aim if i were to go aussie. this time i am serious, i want to aim all As.... really... yeahz.... i have been a slacker all my life, but upon working in my company, i realised tht even degree holders are earning 2K plus at age of near 30?.... its not a lot of money la... of course these are the normal degrees without any good result or rather jus normal results..=)....
whereas according to my roomates fren, one has been offered 100000 per year job... starting pay.. and of course is a top student la... well, my aim is to get those good result although rmit and smu is of different class, but its still something able to impress man..
yeah, thts my goal in life, for now... hopefully i can do it..=).....
jus say, the things in life i wan, it needs money, and money=earn good money= good result slip = study fucking like nerd....haha...
u knoe wad, i really need to make it in life or else i knoe i will be depressed as a person.. i knoe tht myself and least i have the last chance~~ tht is my degree to impress....
perhaps due to miing with my brother(all the smu/ntu/ dean list) people, i am starting to get influenced myself.. yeah.. its like time when i go out, and people ask me where i study, i said ngee ann.. and can see the different face already man... its like all my frens of tht grp is all freaking holders, and me the only diploma holder.. haha...
andry u gotta work hard~ your last chance already.. no more after this...
Andry at 11:15 PM frankly, i dun wan to be normal, i wan to achieve in life, i want to dream big.. lky achieved something, but he did not achieve anything at my age 2=).. and if u like to be trees, then u shall be one, whreas for me i want to be the trees with fruits, a special tree out of the normal tress... and i guess this is where the conflict is... u being a normal tree and me wanting to be a tree with fruits(but of course tht doesnt mean tht i will be also successful in the future)~~~ there is one lyk, but there was many who failed before him.. but one thing tht was never in doubt though is tht all "greats" have the mastery of cunningness in him..=)
LKY also have not achieved anything when he was 20, neither did my dad, and so i am 20, but i did have already earn my first 10000$, have u at the age of 20?
perhaps the insecurity as u might said, but yet all i can say is, judging by a blog, its never accurate cause it only mentions the mood tht the person is currently at, and top of tht, at least when i am being cunning, i can think positively and look at it to a positive way instead of telling myself, "andry, u are cunning, and tht makes u a sickening person~~~ i rather think i am gonna achieve my objectives with my cunnings~~~~ is tht a form in low confidednce or insecurity? u judge.=)"
Andry at 4:44 PM
-jewel ...... =)
Andry at 3:53 PM apparently there is a new colleague of mine man... she kinda hot... but my kinda la.. real tall.. haha.. anyway, tht is not the focus, the focus is tht, today is her first day of work and she already brought food for the manager and colleagues... my first impression? tactic only ah ~~ kinda fake man.... haha, dun care, at least i got free food.. haha..
yesterday finally i found my primary sch in frenster.. and yeah, makes me look back on all the old frens.. haha... and when i message them saying hey, still remmeer me, all of them response, are u "zhong ping"... which reminded me i was used to called by my chinese name till i went to my sec sch.. haha... and yeah, kinda surprised to see my childhood fren gotten married already!!.. never ask details but i guess it jus gotta be shotgun... well... lifes like tht mate... every one takes a turn in their life one way or the other... the girl whom is married, she is a very pretty girl, freaking rich(i rmemeber going her house once)~ stays at cancery lane, bunglow and swimming pool as big as my condo's... but wad a way to kinda start her 20 year old life man.... hopefully she did marry the guy whom she loves too, not jus for the sake of the child man...
hopefully god knoes wad he is doing to peoples life.. haha.. =P..
Andry at 1:06 PM well, recently i have been trying to start out my own laptop business or rather reseller... it failed as there were lots of enquiries but no firm order...
anyway, today i received and email stating interest of 2 different model of 5 each... i have cut down profit margin to 300 per unit instead of my 500... today is the make or break day... yeahz man... so hopefully my plan to earn quick bucks can be successful...
this one is a big timer man, stating for a start, i would like 5 each... haaa... well, i dare not take the risk, at most i order 2 for him 1st man... too risky jus incase he dont buy.. yeah... seems like i realise afterall there is a good venue to advertise for free!!! yeah man....
come on, keep the money coming!!! then i can go for my plastic surgery!! haha.. :D...
Andry at 11:17 AM today was like any other ordinary day man... go work late 15 mins, then lunch, and then have a chat with my fren.... well, he is a muslim and we are talking abt religion and stuff..... and i found out a new story... here it goes..
apparently why the palestines is so keen to get israel is beacause of one reason... the hanging stone in mid air.. yeah, i knoe u dun believe it, neither do i.. but apparently the stong is always a few cm off the ground without abt support.. and it is considered sacred in the views of both the jewish and of course the palestines.... so of course the palestine would love to get their hands on the precious stone, and acclaiming tht the land was theirs since the beginning of time, tht was the reason why until today, peace has not found a way to their country...
and for certain, some countries can visit israel to see the stone, but not muslim countries.. i would love to see the stone.. but i am an indonesian, so i dun knoe if i am qualified.... this is must see in life.. yeah... thts abt it man....
i was also listen to the "laws" of god.. one special thing was said, thou shall not do adultery... yeah, imagine u fuck other peoples wife, how does it feels if it happens to u man...
life is really complicated, with also many wonderful things to see in life man.. like this stone, its amazing...
one more issue tht i would liek to say in my point of view too, like so many people out there can be telling me advices la, dun do this and tht, but then come to themselve, they themselve disappoint u by doing the things... so many examples but i too lazy to say it.. if u had been through it, u would have agree, there are many people out there tht are like tht......
a few days back:
my parents called me and was talking to me abt certain issue in my life... i aint gonna talk abt it as its kinda private, but wad i realised is tht maybe i had be all along growing up alone, with all guys environment with jus advices with frens of my age.. and i grew up on those theories i learnt....
but tht day when i talk to my parents, they told me something tht made me so guilty in a way... i realised tht without parents, u can actually go astray easily... yeah.. no one to advice u, there is also no one to give u the love tht u need... yeah... staying in a hostel with my gurdian did guide me quite a bit, but now tht i am staying alone, its difference.... no love, jus a room out there, having lunch/dinner alone... u knoe how it feels? i doubt most of u will really feel it as because u more or less have parents/relatives with u...
i can feel so much different when i am back home in indo.. in indo, although there is so much lesser to do(cause dun have internet at all!!), but the boredom is never there.. my mum will be there, my sis if i ask her, she will take me around the city, to cosy places, weird places, and everything.. its so provided there, except tht somehow jus everytime go back, have to quarrel with my dad.. well, no choice, its really me against the world in a way... learning to grow on my own... yeah.. :)
sorry for making everything so summarised..=)..ciaoz
Andry at 1:02 PM there is so many things tht i would love to write man... my theories, and my space to write wadever i wan... i wanna write a topic abt "love", "frenster", "my poker", "side effects of gambling", "how times have changed all things", and my "sadness" as a human being.. yeah... i wan to do a sub page for u knoe my blog at the top, "frens", but i dun knoe how to make a new page la!!! can any1 help me pls?? damn it...
then i can have a section of my theories!!! hahaha.... my words of wisdom, or rather the words of wisdom of a "green" 20 years old guy.. =P
people, -smile- ... the day is young and life is ever changing, its a cycle of life, u might be the bottom of time, but u never know how time changes things... all things..... all things......
may god bless my frenjason... haha.. he got an accident on valentines day.. hehe... hope he recovers fast man..!
OSAMA:
was reading abt an article abt osama's troop being eridicated of 2/3 since 11/9..... the best part was, he anticipated tht and he had already groom the future leaders for the future, and these "leaders" apparently is able to work independantly.... i do admire his brains, i would have never thought of him being to already anticipated the troops of his being eradicated and already training the next batch..... although evil he is, a leader will always be a leader, for a reason... and tht is why he is a leader now... yeah...
Andry at 2:36 PM i am currently looking at my frenster man.... and this fren of mine, i htink of him as a very cute fellow and his really short and stuff... and his "abt me" :
"Me arh....?Not much to describe lah.Mmmm...i dunno wat the hell happen;till now so old already still so short look like small kid.got trouble finding partner leh...hahaha....I can be very funny but then sometimes can be very boring...very boring until u can die...wat else arh....??a bit talkative sometimes...i got one bad thing bout myself that is i very stingy...hehehe...I think that's all lor...dunno wat to write liao...U all help me to describe myself by writing testimonial.thx... ;-) "
i think to myself, this guy so cute confirm can find girls wad... but then again, well, i guess its not abt being cute and shit man... its somethingn else... oh well, wad point am i trying to make here? i dun knoe.. hehe...
anyway, as i was having a puff, i saw the leaves move.. move in a circular manner jus like "american beauty" where one part tht the "camera man" was taking a video of "living plastic".... yeah... it was a circular movement when the leaves moved... and for tht, somehow, it looked so beautiful man.. really....
why did i buy my pack of cigarettees!!! now since the last time i blog, 8 sticks already!! damn it... i think i wll smoke more when i buy a pack... damn it!!
here's a dirty one:
on my way back to work, i saw this chick tht i have been seeing for days man... really dressing super nice kind.. u knoe those english kind? yeah.. really power.. and she looks hell gorgeous too man... anyway, ack to story :-... so i was taking a feeder bus to city hall mrt, and apparently she took the same bus too and apparantly she sat beside me too.. we were sitting at the last sit of the bus man.. upon reaching the destination, she had to go down cause she was sitting the outer seat, and so she stand up(she was wear a jeans la) and of course i had to go down too so i was facing her but was still sitting down.. and guess wad, i saw her undies cause her jeans wad so low!... wait! its not a normal unides... even the undies was like fucking power... u knoe it was a thong and not jus your normal tthong.. its the thong with the leapord spots design.... fuck man!! and i think apparently she knew here jeans were damn low cause she was trying to adjust up so hastily when going down the bus.. i guess she knew i saw it 2... but aint my fault ... ;P... this babe, fucking power!!! rating for her is 8.75/10..
Andry at 10:29 AM okkk... quite happy with myself... since the previous blog, i had taken again only 1 stick of cigarette... yeah... its not tht difficult after all, but the temptations are there man...
haaa, ironically, i think this time i wun be able to finish my budget anymore.. hehe, tht is if i quit my smoking man.... good! then i can save money for my surgery... my nose!.. damn it, why did i go for the fight and led to a broken dented nose!!???!!... arrgh!!!... damn it..
Andry at 3:27 PM since tht day at andrienn's party... havent touch a single or rather jus taken one stick of cigarette so far.... suddenly i jus feel like quiting this cigarette shit man... its gonna be lunch time, and i aint gonna buymy next pack of cigarette.... freak balls, at the party, i dun kneo how many shit cigareets i have smoke, but i knoe i had over dose and it doesnt felt right.....
and recently i have een having sore throat... so yeahz, screw the cigarette... my normal in take was abt 7 sitcks? its actually not a lot if compared to the other smokers, ut i dun knoe, it kinda sucks after smoking for a while and its like u dun enjoy the "high" and relazation it gives man...
so the verdict- quit it, and only when party or fucking stress then smoke... haha..
Andry at 11:28 AM the end is the beginning of a new era... tht sums up all tht has happened, jus too fast and too furious tht i didnt even knew wad it me, and then, suddenly, okkkk... its over! mutual i suppose.. haha...was there a phrase saying cats have 9 lifes or 7? if it was seven, then i must have been a cat.. haha.. cause the eighth time aint gonna happen no more..=)...
for a moment jus now, i could felt the depression setting in, but now i am not feeling anything, jus trying to hang on, andry, u can do it!!! yeah... u live to be strong not a weakling man... come on andry!!! come on!!... muahahaha...
high chance tonight go zouk to club.. yeah... its been long man, time to party people!!! fire lambogini!! hehehe..
Andry at 2:47 PM suddenly i remember a few nights ago the topics tht was discussed while i was semi concious going to sleep.... apparently, my brother's fren has got a bf in US... she is currently studying there and she is dating a small time porn star guy whom apprantly does a show once a year only.. but the pay is 5000$us per show... and therfore imagine those famous sluts, wad would their pay be like for per show? haha..30000$usd? and not to mention them keep doing so many shows here and there man.. haha...
and yes, mr jacky, u seems to know me quite a bit huh? perhaps u might wanna tell me like how u manage to know abt me and my blog address? i'm curious... and of course u are a singaporean yourself as i dun suppose it was from the "recent blog" hits cause i can see from your ip address... so will ya tell me huh? =)
yesterday i did not won my big sweep... 9 dollars down the drain.. haha... wads the odds of winning a lottery in your life?
70 yrs old(assuming age u die) = 840 months.... and chacne of winning lottery= 1 in 5,000,000.... thus probabilty of winning is 840/5,000,000 == 0.000168.... theoricatly to win, u must buy 60,000 tickets per month to win in your life time.. haha
Andry at 12:56 PM well, currently, the subject is... to go aussie in july or feb? i dun knoe.. i wanna go to the july one, aint gonna waste my time here slacking and stuff.. its not productive.. imagine if i were to stay here and work the mean time, 1500 X 6 months = 9000.... but 2400 for rental, and food leh? andother 3600... and tht lefts me with 2 k for entertainment... is tht worth it? work like dog from 8 2 5 pm and then spend it on entertainment in the weekends.... out of point... was thinking instead go back indo to help my dad and learnt the ropes of the bird nest trade... but there is one major problem though.. somehow, will always quarrel with my dad.. somehow...
my aim if i were to go aussie. this time i am serious, i want to aim all As.... really... yeahz.... i have been a slacker all my life, but upon working in my company, i realised tht even degree holders are earning 2K plus at age of near 30?.... its not a lot of money la... of course these are the normal degrees without any good result or rather jus normal results..=)....
whereas according to my roomates fren, one has been offered 100000 per year job... starting pay.. and of course is a top student la... well, my aim is to get those good result although rmit and smu is of different class, but its still something able to impress man..
yeah, thts my goal in life, for now... hopefully i can do it..=).....
jus say, the things in life i wan, it needs money, and money=earn good money= good result slip = study fucking like nerd....haha...
u knoe wad, i really need to make it in life or else i knoe i will be depressed as a person.. i knoe tht myself and least i have the last chance~~ tht is my degree to impress....
perhaps due to miing with my brother(all the smu/ntu/ dean list) people, i am starting to get influenced myself.. yeah.. its like time when i go out, and people ask me where i study, i said ngee ann.. and can see the different face already man... its like all my frens of tht grp is all freaking holders, and me the only diploma holder.. haha...
andry u gotta work hard~ your last chance already.. no more after this...
Andry at 11:15 PM frankly, i dun wan to be normal, i wan to achieve in life, i want to dream big.. lky achieved something, but he did not achieve anything at my age 2=).. and if u like to be trees, then u shall be one, whreas for me i want to be the trees with fruits, a special tree out of the normal tress... and i guess this is where the conflict is... u being a normal tree and me wanting to be a tree with fruits(but of course tht doesnt mean tht i will be also successful in the future)~~~ there is one lyk, but there was many who failed before him.. but one thing tht was never in doubt though is tht all "greats" have the mastery of cunningness in him..=)
LKY also have not achieved anything when he was 20, neither did my dad, and so i am 20, but i did have already earn my first 10000$, have u at the age of 20?
perhaps the insecurity as u might said, but yet all i can say is, judging by a blog, its never accurate cause it only mentions the mood tht the person is currently at, and top of tht, at least when i am being cunning, i can think positively and look at it to a positive way instead of telling myself, "andry, u are cunning, and tht makes u a sickening person~~~ i rather think i am gonna achieve my objectives with my cunnings~~~~ is tht a form in low confidednce or insecurity? u judge.=)"
Andry at 4:44 PM
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