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decided to delete my previous blog of banging ":)"... keep it cool... hey dude, i do keep complaining abt life, ya u are so right.. congrats.. =).. so when u going to treat your fren to eat?LOL
Andry at 3:42 PM today wake up with the feeling of wanting to pierce my chin and eyebrow.... so tempted to... this is my onli chance... if not, attachment start and i will need to impress in my work place and i cant go to work with piercing right.... oh god, so damn freaking tempted... i might jus one day go for it suddenly.... maybe its not nice ,maybe it is, but i realli felt like doing... this is my only chance already.. i dun forsee anymore chance in the future.. oh.... shit balls.. how sia.... damn!...
Andry at 9:20 AM thanks for the comment chin wei and JS.. but dun realli quite understand wad u talking in the previous comment.. a bit condictory if its wad it means(to me) as written and as wad i have thought.....
anyway, today went to school to play soccer with my classmates.. got to knoe a few new frens.. yeahz, on talking terms.. ha!!... and was like really talking happily,recently seldom have been in those moods... ha.... oh well, anwyay, for now my life i think realli not bad... sometimes i think i have jus to loook on the bright side of life, afterall actually my life is quite good wad... where got tht bad?? wadever la.. enough of wad i have and etc.... wadever.. geee
Andry at 3:34 PM sometimes i realli feel like i might jus become a physcho..... i am like a super duper practical guy now... last time i was like considered practical guy, but now, i realli think my "practicalness" has been times 5 times...
cant stand my mind at times, always thinking abt practical stuff.... i am like now thinking things like, everything is all abt money.... simple as tht.. as practical as tht... thts how i jus feel of the world.
i realli dun knoe wads happening to my mind... its turning outside inside out.... going insane man....
Andry at 8:07 PM currently at home, class starting at eight but jus woke up and yet blogging before i go school... seems like i would not be able to make it for the 8 o clock class.. cant really be bothered.... nothing much to blog too... jus thoughts and yet not all thoughts could be joted down in this blog........
anyway, for the past few days, my min dpretty confused wads life all abt and shit... jus feel like is such an uphill task... haiz... thts all la... jus uploaded a song, my current fav song now...
Andry at 7:08 AM today had swensens for my dinner, its been a long time since i had swensens... abt near 1 year.... but anyway, the topic of the day is still..... my gf.........
today on my way sending her home, it was like really perfect, i dun knoe how to describe, although the way back to her house, it was sadness talk which filled the conversation. talks abt how if next time i do not earn enuff money and how she will leave me... although she did not say anything, it could have meant that she is those that will leave for money, BUT it could also mean tht at least she is not living a lie and instead she is showing her true self or rather she will never knoe herself(wads the point of telling things like i will never leave u for money, when frankly speaking in this damn world, money talks- i rather have this kind od direct talks instead of lies)... instead of choosing choice one, i would choose choice 2... the moment was jus special... i was felt sad on my way back sending her, cause every step back to her house would mean tht she wil be leaving me.. on top of tht, i also jus feel for her, the feeling for her is growing with each passing moment tht i spent with her, but yet in my heart, as the process of liking her more and more continues, i fear so much... fearing the day when she will leave me and the hurt will jus be unbearable...
Andry at 11:35 PM my dad jus called me now.. and now he wants me to stay in singapore and work for three years before i go back indonesia.... i am like, can he pls make up his mind instead of changing here and there... i am so irritated, jus when i am mentally prepasred to go back, then i am ask to work back here in singapore... oits really like what the f**k man... i dun think i can stay in singapore, i cannot stand the stressfulness in this country... and in my point of view, the economics here cannnot make it.... i really wish now i can go australia to study... mayb ei should jus migrate there and dun come back anymore... cause i heard over there, it is a slack country, and i need slack country to suit me... i am jus too lazy for all this work..
Andry at 8:46 PM i have realised tht nowadays when i am with my frens, i have been very quiet... never was i there talking all the nonsense i talk.... jus different... no longer have the mood to crack any jokes at all... all i want to do is to be alone... later suppose to meet my frens to go zouk, but i doubt i can be the "happy and say hi" guy anymore.. i jus got the feeling, i am going to be queit... why this sudden behaviour, i don tknoe..... dun ask me.... jus dun feel like talking to anyone these few days... jus want to be left alone........
jus rejected to go celebrate my fren to go ntu to celebrate his bday... and realli dun feel like going zouk, but have to meet them today or tomolo for the sake of meeting up as i have promised, and tomolo i have a busy shedule at night..... so, well.... wad am i supposed to do? i realli dun knoe...
Andry at 8:43 PM its funny tht after so long i used my old laptop for usage... like 7 months used it thrice... and the funny thing is tht i jus recieved some messages... and from my brother... and it was the question to my icq 7 months ago....
sometimes i jus feel like my life is so fucked uped... today is one of those days... i realli feel so fucked uped la.... but yet wonder- is it tht fucked uped?
but no longer do i ever feel depress anymore la... how to say, kinda used to feeling fucked uped abt my life la... thts all... no longer were the days where u thought ever thing is going to be easy and relax.. thinking the way the things will work out the way it is supposed to work out.... now, every decision, u knoe in your mind, its going to change your future...
Andry at 10:38 AM singapore os going down the drain guys......... check this out(info might be wrong as there are 20 pages to go.. but this os wad has been written):
to decide that, as a consequence of the aforesaid breaches, Singapore shall:
(a) cease its current land reclamation activities in any area forming part of Malaysian waters, and restore those areas to the situation they were in before the works were commenced;
(b) suspend its current land reclamation activities until it has conducted and published an adequate assessment of their potential effects on the environment and on the affected coastal areas, taking into account representations made by affected parties;
Andry at 11:09 PM yesterday i had my first major car accident man.... was sitting my frens car and we were driving our way back to school from lunch as there was like 3 hours break.. yesterdays rain was ok la, not so big... but anyway, my fren was turning to the left at high speed but didnt knoe how steep the turn was, and before we knoes it... bang! or rather there was a 3 seconds of unstable drving(skid) and then we band... the front of the car was really really gone case...the right side wheel... LOL, no chance to recover, the bumper also half drop.. my fren whose sitting the front sit, flew all the way to head butt the driving..LOL.. normally the driver does not wear sit belts, but he did for yesterday.. thank god, god knoes wad would have happened... and as for me, i was sittting the left side of the drving sit... and its like i was grabbing the saftey sitbelt la... so i sort of flew halfway... but never really injured myself...
i thought the whole thing was pretty cool man.... lol.. why i never die is a another question... i wouldnt mind dying.. i hate the world.. but jus cant die jus like tht as i have my responsibility to my parents... shit balls...
Andry at 8:41 AM upon washing my hair with my face down, i saw a "pent-house" on the toilet floor... any my room only has 2 people to stay... so who else could it be? it couldnt have been me as i never use "pics" for stimulation..LOL.. i rather watch "clips".. ;)... i was wondering how my roommate can get turned on by pics... hmm... strange... LOL
thinking of downgrading my phone to 8310.. because it has radio.. and because of tht, then i no longer needs to keep carrying my discman... so well.. still considering man.. hehe
well, wads there to blog today? cant think of anyman... oh, on my way to picking up my GF from her work place, i was talking o the taxi driver.. and we were talking abt the economic of singapore.. and how does he sees singapore in the future.. as expected, it will be worst... and yet as much as the economy is going to be affcted, the more merrier i am.. cause it would mean a chance for an ass hole to be rich to poor.. i want to be there when tht happens.. and see him down, while i am still up here.. nevertheless, vice versa could happen.
some might say i am selfish, but pls ahz, as if i think like tht, i will determine the singapore economy.. as if man... its jus tht i have a happy thinking... i will be sad for those who will be retrenched, but i will be happy for the ass to be from riches to rags...
cant be bothered with wad most of u guys will think... maybe u guys will say i damn asshole.. but u knoe wad? pls dun tell me u dun have your bad side.. the only difference is tht i am willing to tell it to the world.. do u dare?
Andry at 1:16 AM
Andry at 3:42 PM today wake up with the feeling of wanting to pierce my chin and eyebrow.... so tempted to... this is my onli chance... if not, attachment start and i will need to impress in my work place and i cant go to work with piercing right.... oh god, so damn freaking tempted... i might jus one day go for it suddenly.... maybe its not nice ,maybe it is, but i realli felt like doing... this is my only chance already.. i dun forsee anymore chance in the future.. oh.... shit balls.. how sia.... damn!...
Andry at 9:20 AM thanks for the comment chin wei and JS.. but dun realli quite understand wad u talking in the previous comment.. a bit condictory if its wad it means(to me) as written and as wad i have thought.....
anyway, today went to school to play soccer with my classmates.. got to knoe a few new frens.. yeahz, on talking terms.. ha!!... and was like really talking happily,recently seldom have been in those moods... ha.... oh well, anwyay, for now my life i think realli not bad... sometimes i think i have jus to loook on the bright side of life, afterall actually my life is quite good wad... where got tht bad?? wadever la.. enough of wad i have and etc.... wadever.. geee
Andry at 3:34 PM sometimes i realli feel like i might jus become a physcho..... i am like a super duper practical guy now... last time i was like considered practical guy, but now, i realli think my "practicalness" has been times 5 times...
cant stand my mind at times, always thinking abt practical stuff.... i am like now thinking things like, everything is all abt money.... simple as tht.. as practical as tht... thts how i jus feel of the world.
i realli dun knoe wads happening to my mind... its turning outside inside out.... going insane man....
Andry at 8:07 PM currently at home, class starting at eight but jus woke up and yet blogging before i go school... seems like i would not be able to make it for the 8 o clock class.. cant really be bothered.... nothing much to blog too... jus thoughts and yet not all thoughts could be joted down in this blog........
anyway, for the past few days, my min dpretty confused wads life all abt and shit... jus feel like is such an uphill task... haiz... thts all la... jus uploaded a song, my current fav song now...
Andry at 7:08 AM today had swensens for my dinner, its been a long time since i had swensens... abt near 1 year.... but anyway, the topic of the day is still..... my gf.........
today on my way sending her home, it was like really perfect, i dun knoe how to describe, although the way back to her house, it was sadness talk which filled the conversation. talks abt how if next time i do not earn enuff money and how she will leave me... although she did not say anything, it could have meant that she is those that will leave for money, BUT it could also mean tht at least she is not living a lie and instead she is showing her true self or rather she will never knoe herself(wads the point of telling things like i will never leave u for money, when frankly speaking in this damn world, money talks- i rather have this kind od direct talks instead of lies)... instead of choosing choice one, i would choose choice 2... the moment was jus special... i was felt sad on my way back sending her, cause every step back to her house would mean tht she wil be leaving me.. on top of tht, i also jus feel for her, the feeling for her is growing with each passing moment tht i spent with her, but yet in my heart, as the process of liking her more and more continues, i fear so much... fearing the day when she will leave me and the hurt will jus be unbearable...
Andry at 11:35 PM my dad jus called me now.. and now he wants me to stay in singapore and work for three years before i go back indonesia.... i am like, can he pls make up his mind instead of changing here and there... i am so irritated, jus when i am mentally prepasred to go back, then i am ask to work back here in singapore... oits really like what the f**k man... i dun think i can stay in singapore, i cannot stand the stressfulness in this country... and in my point of view, the economics here cannnot make it.... i really wish now i can go australia to study... mayb ei should jus migrate there and dun come back anymore... cause i heard over there, it is a slack country, and i need slack country to suit me... i am jus too lazy for all this work..
Andry at 8:46 PM i have realised tht nowadays when i am with my frens, i have been very quiet... never was i there talking all the nonsense i talk.... jus different... no longer have the mood to crack any jokes at all... all i want to do is to be alone... later suppose to meet my frens to go zouk, but i doubt i can be the "happy and say hi" guy anymore.. i jus got the feeling, i am going to be queit... why this sudden behaviour, i don tknoe..... dun ask me.... jus dun feel like talking to anyone these few days... jus want to be left alone........
jus rejected to go celebrate my fren to go ntu to celebrate his bday... and realli dun feel like going zouk, but have to meet them today or tomolo for the sake of meeting up as i have promised, and tomolo i have a busy shedule at night..... so, well.... wad am i supposed to do? i realli dun knoe...
Andry at 8:43 PM its funny tht after so long i used my old laptop for usage... like 7 months used it thrice... and the funny thing is tht i jus recieved some messages... and from my brother... and it was the question to my icq 7 months ago....
sometimes i jus feel like my life is so fucked uped... today is one of those days... i realli feel so fucked uped la.... but yet wonder- is it tht fucked uped?
but no longer do i ever feel depress anymore la... how to say, kinda used to feeling fucked uped abt my life la... thts all... no longer were the days where u thought ever thing is going to be easy and relax.. thinking the way the things will work out the way it is supposed to work out.... now, every decision, u knoe in your mind, its going to change your future...
Andry at 10:38 AM singapore os going down the drain guys......... check this out(info might be wrong as there are 20 pages to go.. but this os wad has been written):
to decide that, as a consequence of the aforesaid breaches, Singapore shall:
(a) cease its current land reclamation activities in any area forming part of Malaysian waters, and restore those areas to the situation they were in before the works were commenced;
(b) suspend its current land reclamation activities until it has conducted and published an adequate assessment of their potential effects on the environment and on the affected coastal areas, taking into account representations made by affected parties;
Andry at 11:09 PM yesterday i had my first major car accident man.... was sitting my frens car and we were driving our way back to school from lunch as there was like 3 hours break.. yesterdays rain was ok la, not so big... but anyway, my fren was turning to the left at high speed but didnt knoe how steep the turn was, and before we knoes it... bang! or rather there was a 3 seconds of unstable drving(skid) and then we band... the front of the car was really really gone case...the right side wheel... LOL, no chance to recover, the bumper also half drop.. my fren whose sitting the front sit, flew all the way to head butt the driving..LOL.. normally the driver does not wear sit belts, but he did for yesterday.. thank god, god knoes wad would have happened... and as for me, i was sittting the left side of the drving sit... and its like i was grabbing the saftey sitbelt la... so i sort of flew halfway... but never really injured myself...
i thought the whole thing was pretty cool man.... lol.. why i never die is a another question... i wouldnt mind dying.. i hate the world.. but jus cant die jus like tht as i have my responsibility to my parents... shit balls...
Andry at 8:41 AM upon washing my hair with my face down, i saw a "pent-house" on the toilet floor... any my room only has 2 people to stay... so who else could it be? it couldnt have been me as i never use "pics" for stimulation..LOL.. i rather watch "clips".. ;)... i was wondering how my roommate can get turned on by pics... hmm... strange... LOL
thinking of downgrading my phone to 8310.. because it has radio.. and because of tht, then i no longer needs to keep carrying my discman... so well.. still considering man.. hehe
well, wads there to blog today? cant think of anyman... oh, on my way to picking up my GF from her work place, i was talking o the taxi driver.. and we were talking abt the economic of singapore.. and how does he sees singapore in the future.. as expected, it will be worst... and yet as much as the economy is going to be affcted, the more merrier i am.. cause it would mean a chance for an ass hole to be rich to poor.. i want to be there when tht happens.. and see him down, while i am still up here.. nevertheless, vice versa could happen.
some might say i am selfish, but pls ahz, as if i think like tht, i will determine the singapore economy.. as if man... its jus tht i have a happy thinking... i will be sad for those who will be retrenched, but i will be happy for the ass to be from riches to rags...
cant be bothered with wad most of u guys will think... maybe u guys will say i damn asshole.. but u knoe wad? pls dun tell me u dun have your bad side.. the only difference is tht i am willing to tell it to the world.. do u dare?
Andry at 1:16 AM
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